In joy and sorrow
Author:Abz666
Pairing: Vam, Ville/Jykri, Jykri/Jussi
Rating: Over 17
Summary: Ville is in a bad relationship. Can Jykri be the one to save him or does he goes back to his violate lover. Can Ville find his happy ending or dose thing else go wrong for him?
Red= Ville, green=Bam, blue=Jussi, pink=Jykri
Bam kisses Ville then says “I’ll be outside. Go and get me when you’re ready to go.” “I’ll be out soon sop Jykri can get some rest.” Bam started walking towards the door when Ville stops him. “Babe can you please get me some coffee.” “Yes I will. Love you”. “Love you too”.
Ville then turns his attention back to Jykri. He then notices that Jykri is crying. Ville ask Jykri what is wrong in a caring soft voice. “There is nothing wrong”. I’ cannot believe he is lying to me. He knows I can tell when he is lying or telling the truth. “There must be something wrong as you would not try to kill yourself. Is there something wrong between you and Jussi.” Jykri flinches a bit then looks out the window and takes a deep breath.
“What I’m about to tell you, you cannot tell anyone else especially Jussi. I don’t want to hurt Jussi even more then I already have”. “I promise I will not tell anyone”. Jykri takes a few moments to get his thought tighter before tell Ville why he tried to kill himself. How do I tell Ville the truth? He will think I am weak and I can not do anything right.
“I did this so no-one would get to Jussi and hurt him. I don’t get why anyone would want to hurt Jussi. Jykri is not making sense. I’ve made a lot of mistakes in the past few months. I was working for a group of drug dealers. I was late giving them the money from a regular. After this I tried to quite but they would not let me. I had to carry on dealing for them until I paid them off.
After two weeks then decided that the only way I could pay them is by blood. They wanted me dead. If I didn’t die then they would kill Jussi. I had no idea what to do. I was scared and I didn’t want anyone to hurt Jussi because of my mistakes”. That was harder than I thought. Thank god I have all that off my chest. I feel better that someone else knows about it.
Ville was shocked. Ville slowly turned to face the door and notices that Bam was sitting outside reading a skating magazine. When Bam looked upped Ville smiled weakly at him. I don’t believe what I have been told. This is the last thing I need. I wanna go home, have a bath and then relax watching a film with Bam. All this stress is surly bad for the baby. Ville places a hand of his stomach and smiles before turning back to Jykri.
“Do you love Jussi?” “Yes I do. I love Jussi more than I love him more than I loved anyone. What should I do?” “You need to tell Jussi the truth. Make it up to him. He has been feeling like shit because I thought he has done something wrong and that you didn’t love him.” I can’t believe that Jussi doesn’t think I don’t love him. How wouldn’t love someone how has a nice body like Jussi and how is good in bed.
On one noticed that Jussi was standing in the doorway listening to what Jykri was about to say. Jykri had tears while saying “Jussi is the only person I truly love. I thought was in love with you but that turned out to be a friend helping out another friend. No one makes me feel the way Jussi does and no one can make me as happy as Jussi does. I love Jussi and I want to spend the rest of my life with him.”
I can’t believe Jykri does love me. Why has he never told me before and what is going on for Jykri to try to kill himself. I’ve never been this confused before. Trust Jykri to be the only person that can get me this confused. At lest I know how I stand with Jykri.
“I love you to.” Jussi walked over to Jykri and put his arms around him and kisses him. Jussi pulls back slightly to wipe the tears away then says “what ever happens from know on we have each other. What is going on.” Jykri tells Jussi everything which as Jussi speechless. I never thought Jykri would ever give his life up for me like I would do for him. I guess he was telling the truth when he said he loved me.
While jussi and Jykri are kissing again, Ville quietly slips out to Bam. “can we go know. I want to have a bath then watch a film with me favourite husband.” “Do you mind if you share your bath with me?” “No I don’t mind sharing my bath with you. I hope all the stress of what’s been happening doesn’t harm the baby in anyway.” “When we get home you are sitting down and relaxing for a bit. The last thing I want is my husband and unborn child in any danger.”