the end.

Dec 07, 2004 14:28

i finally finished it. not exactly great but i stayed home sick and was bored. enjoy<3.

Bam came home that night to Ville laying in his bed. Looking at him like he had before. When he could remember. For a minute Bam played over that stare in his head. He loved it so much. The way he looked at him could change everything in a second. Bam wanted so badly to kiss him, to hold him, and tell him how god damn important he was to him. But like Ape had said that would make things harder than they already are. But then the weirdest thing hapened. Ville motioned for Bam to come sit down next to him and he did. And just sitting next to him he just got this vibe that Ville knew. But how do you approach that? "Hey ville do you remember that we met and like 3 nights after that we fell in love. oh and then my psycho girlfriend tried to kill you. but only after i tried to kill myself." That sounded so creepy once he said it in his head.

Ville put his hand on Bam's leg. Bam looked out of place. Confused. How can you enjoy something when you don't know whats going on.
Ville didn't want to start a commotion, but touching Bam, looking at him. He knew he loved him. But he didn't understand why Bam hadn't brought it up to him. And he certainly wasn't too thrilled about telling him that they were in love. What if they weren't? ... what if that's just what I think happened because i have these feelings for him.

But he decided that words weren't needed right now. He leaned up and slowly, passionately kissed Bam. Bam was caught of guard but kissed him back with the equal amount of passion. Bam had missed this so much. And Ville, well Ville finally thought he found something from his past. They stopped and Ville looked deep nad hard at Bam. "I remember our love baby." As cheesy as it sounded it was [pretty much the only way to let him know. And he knew Bam understood. "Oh God Ville, you have no idea all the ways i've loved you. i wasn't supposed to say anythign in case it confused you, but you mean so much to me."
"Bam.. i want to remember. i remember things when im with you. i know that you were mine and we were happy once. i don't know for how long, and i don't know what happened but i want to. i want you to tell me everything."
Bam couldn't help smiling, how precious his sweet love was asking for his help.

they would start a new chapter in there lives. Bam would help Ville get more in touch with his music. Bam told him almost everything he could remember abut Ville in FULL detail. Showed him videos of his shows. Told them about how they met. He even had to go through the Jenn saga and tlel him all about that but he was understanding. Bam was learning so much about himself, and his lover and knew that he was destined to be with him forever. To think that this was all how the met. Beauty is in us. <3
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