ONE SHOT;WHEN LOVE DIES.

May 11, 2007 13:30

TITLE: WHEN LOVE DIES.
AUTHOR: 003lastwords.
RATING: PG probably.
DESCRIPTION: one shot. angst?sure.
POV: bam.
DISCLAIMER: don’t own, don’t sue.


A burden sits heavy on my heart. I cannot deal with this anymore. I turn away from his beautiful face. I am too flawed, and I am too guilty to even steal a glance at his flawless perfection. I take a step toward him and I am suddenly dizzy. I want to fix everything. I want to repair the damage I have done. I feel my knees quiver just before they hit the floor. My vision fades to black. A world behind my eyes comes to life. A steady yet slow beeping of a heart monitor is ever present in my ears. I find myself in a hospital room. I am standing beside a white bed which lies in the center of a white room. A man occupies the bed. It is not I. Nor is it my lover, my Ville. I gaze at the face of the man lying in the bed. Their presence is calming and strangely familiar but I cannot distinguish their identity. I look up from the bed to see that Ville is standing on the opposite side of the bed. His face is solemn. I watch his features as he gazes at the man in the bed. Ville meets my eyes and holds my gaze. I desperately want to look away but I cannot. The beeping of the heart monitor falters and flat lines. There is no panic. I peel away the sheets from the body. Crimson is apparent around their heart. Ville puts his hand over mine for a brief moment. "Goodbye." He says, as the daydream fades away. Before coming to consciousness, I realize who the deceased man had been. He was the love between Ville and me. Our love had died. Our love had died. Dead, gone and lifeless. I open my eyes. No time has elapsed. I scramble to my feet and glance at Ville who is still standing in the same location. He turns to leave. I silently watch as he walks out of the door. I silently watch as he walks out of my life. I run toward the window and stare out the glass. I watch Ville until he disappears from view. "Goodbye." I say in spite of myself.

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it's been awhile.
i hope i haven't lost my touch.if i even had any to begin with.
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<3
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