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What is Love?
Title: What is Love?
Author: vamxaddict
Rating: R [for sexual content]
Pairing: Vam
Disclaimer: the fact that I’m actually writing a disclaimer tells you that I DON’T even KNOW them.
Summary: Love is the most wanted thing on the earth, but when it has lied to Bam so
many times, how will he know that’s what he feel’s inside?
Prologue
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Villes P.O.V.
My mind was possessing me. I couldn’t control myself and I wasn’t seeing strait. It was as though someone else had entered my body and taken me over. I felt my brain break down as my world disappeared in front of my eyes.
Bams P.O.V.
As I inched closer to Ville, crawling on the bed, I pulled him down onto me. His lips collided with mine and I could taste the beer in his mouth. I looked into his eyes and I could feel his strength. I began to tear at my clothes, shedding everything off my body. I stood before him, naked as a new born baby, smiling innocently.
“Now it’s time to relax, my Willa and let Bammie please you.” I buzzed into his ear. I saw an excited smile settling on his face, as I hunched over him and began to remove his clothes. After I tossed his shirt onto the floor, I unhooked his belt and began to plant kisses all down his chest. Soon his pants and boxers joined mine on the floor and I began to run my tongue down his body. Tracing unknown patterns and memorizing every unique mark on his body. My mouth lowered to his now hard cock and I licked the tip, playing carefully as to get him more aroused. Finally, I took his length into my mouth and began to work my tongue everywhere. A moan escaped from his lips as my fingers trailed up his thighs. As if on command he lifted my head and brought it up to meet his. Our lips pressed harder towards one another and I felt my needs rising, but Ville seemed to be changing. I began to situate his legs to move inside him as his eyes grew large. I could tell he was panicked as he backed away from me.
“I’m sorry, Ville. I should have asked if you were ready. I’m sorry, baby.” I said sliding slowly towards him. I moved my hands up to his face and tried to soothe him.
“Bam, w-what happe-end?” He asked.
“I, uh…” My voice trailed off. How could he not have remembered? This was very confusing. How could he not have realized what was going on? I pulled at my hair. I grabbed my clothes and pulled them on. There wasn’t enough time to think.
“I gotta go.” I said, leaving Ville alone on the bed, along with my almost broken heart.
Villes P.O.V
What happened? Why can’t I remember what happened? I felt violated. I hadn’t meant for any of this to happen. I was no longer in control. Something was overtaking me and I couldn’t understand it. I thought I could dominate Bam, make him satisfy my needs, but it backfired. It’s not right, maybe that’s why this is happening. I don’t love him. Then why did it hurt so much when he left the room without explaining? Maybe he doesn’t really love me… I pondered, my head pounding from all the anxiety. I laid down on the bed and began to drift to sleep.
Bams P.O.V.
I stormed out of the house. Anger and hateful things were clouding my brain. I couldn’t believe it. How could he not realize the intimate moment we were having? Of course at the beginning he seemed a little different, but then he was still the same Ville. I’ll never forget the look of terror in his eyes. It was as though he didn’t love me, like he felt nothing for me at all. I began walking down towards the garage. I had to talk to someone, someone who knew how much I felt for Ville. Just then I knew what I was going to do. I hopped into the hummer and drove to Jess’s house. Even if he didn’t understand completely and it would be hard to explain, I had to try. I needed someone to talk to.
Driving the car to Jesse’s house, I kept contemplating if I should turn back. What would I say? Jesse’s straight, I’m bi, how would he understand? But he knows what love is, he can help me. I said finally convincing myself.
Arriving at his house and knocking on the door was the hardest thing I had ever had to do, so far in my life. I was admitting that I had been infatuated with Ville for so long.
“What’s up Bam? You usually call.” Jess said gesturing for me to move inside.
“I know but this is something that can’t be said over telephone. I couldn’t risk any pair of ears, other than yours, hearing.”
“What is it?” Jess said a worried look crossing his face.
“Everybody’s fine, it’s me and Ville…” I said getting ready to finish my sentence as Jess cut in.
“O, so you finally admitted your undying love for each other.” Jess said a smile on his face. “I’m your brother, Bam. I know these things.”
“Now that we got that out of the way. So yes I told him, but Missy has no idea and she’s not at home right now. So I thought me and Ville could have some alone time and it was okay, everything was perfect. Then he just freaked and couldn’t remember anything, I mean we were right in the middle there’s no reason he couldn’t know. It was as if… as if he was a different person.”
Author: vamxaddict
Rating: R [for sexual content]
Pairing: Vam
Disclaimer: the fact that I’m actually writing a disclaimer tells you that I DON’T even KNOW them.
Summary: Love is the most wanted thing on the earth, but when it has lied to Bam so
many times, how will he know that’s what he feel’s inside?
Prologue
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Villes P.O.V.
My mind was possessing me. I couldn’t control myself and I wasn’t seeing strait. It was as though someone else had entered my body and taken me over. I felt my brain break down as my world disappeared in front of my eyes.
Bams P.O.V.
As I inched closer to Ville, crawling on the bed, I pulled him down onto me. His lips collided with mine and I could taste the beer in his mouth. I looked into his eyes and I could feel his strength. I began to tear at my clothes, shedding everything off my body. I stood before him, naked as a new born baby, smiling innocently.
“Now it’s time to relax, my Willa and let Bammie please you.” I buzzed into his ear. I saw an excited smile settling on his face, as I hunched over him and began to remove his clothes. After I tossed his shirt onto the floor, I unhooked his belt and began to plant kisses all down his chest. Soon his pants and boxers joined mine on the floor and I began to run my tongue down his body. Tracing unknown patterns and memorizing every unique mark on his body. My mouth lowered to his now hard cock and I licked the tip, playing carefully as to get him more aroused. Finally, I took his length into my mouth and began to work my tongue everywhere. A moan escaped from his lips as my fingers trailed up his thighs. As if on command he lifted my head and brought it up to meet his. Our lips pressed harder towards one another and I felt my needs rising, but Ville seemed to be changing. I began to situate his legs to move inside him as his eyes grew large. I could tell he was panicked as he backed away from me.
“I’m sorry, Ville. I should have asked if you were ready. I’m sorry, baby.” I said sliding slowly towards him. I moved my hands up to his face and tried to soothe him.
“Bam, w-what happe-end?” He asked.
“I, uh…” My voice trailed off. How could he not have remembered? This was very confusing. How could he not have realized what was going on? I pulled at my hair. I grabbed my clothes and pulled them on. There wasn’t enough time to think.
“I gotta go.” I said, leaving Ville alone on the bed, along with my almost broken heart.
Villes P.O.V
What happened? Why can’t I remember what happened? I felt violated. I hadn’t meant for any of this to happen. I was no longer in control. Something was overtaking me and I couldn’t understand it. I thought I could dominate Bam, make him satisfy my needs, but it backfired. It’s not right, maybe that’s why this is happening. I don’t love him. Then why did it hurt so much when he left the room without explaining? Maybe he doesn’t really love me… I pondered, my head pounding from all the anxiety. I laid down on the bed and began to drift to sleep.
Bams P.O.V.
I stormed out of the house. Anger and hateful things were clouding my brain. I couldn’t believe it. How could he not realize the intimate moment we were having? Of course at the beginning he seemed a little different, but then he was still the same Ville. I’ll never forget the look of terror in his eyes. It was as though he didn’t love me, like he felt nothing for me at all. I began walking down towards the garage. I had to talk to someone, someone who knew how much I felt for Ville. Just then I knew what I was going to do. I hopped into the hummer and drove to Jess’s house. Even if he didn’t understand completely and it would be hard to explain, I had to try. I needed someone to talk to.
Driving the car to Jesse’s house, I kept contemplating if I should turn back. What would I say? Jesse’s straight, I’m bi, how would he understand? But he knows what love is, he can help me. I said finally convincing myself.
Arriving at his house and knocking on the door was the hardest thing I had ever had to do, so far in my life. I was admitting that I had been infatuated with Ville for so long.
“What’s up Bam? You usually call.” Jess said gesturing for me to move inside.
“I know but this is something that can’t be said over telephone. I couldn’t risk any pair of ears, other than yours, hearing.”
“What is it?” Jess said a worried look crossing his face.
“Everybody’s fine, it’s me and Ville…” I said getting ready to finish my sentence as Jess cut in.
“O, so you finally admitted your undying love for each other.” Jess said a smile on his face. “I’m your brother, Bam. I know these things.”
“Now that we got that out of the way. So yes I told him, but Missy has no idea and she’s not at home right now. So I thought me and Ville could have some alone time and it was okay, everything was perfect. Then he just freaked and couldn’t remember anything, I mean we were right in the middle there’s no reason he couldn’t know. It was as if… as if he was a different person.”