Chapter 5:: When Love And Death Embrace
Title: When Love And Death Embrace
Pairing: Vam
Rating: PG-13 for now NC-17 in later chapters
Summary: Ville and Bam are together but will tragedy pull them apart
Disclaimer: If I owned these boys I wouldn't be writing a fic about it now would I?
Dedications: i want to dedicate this story to my aunt mindy (weird eh?) but this is really going to based on what she went through when she had cancer; chemo, loosing hair, worried everyone was going to leave her, and death. so R.I.P. Melinda Sue Hertel (Buckler) 1969-2006
"No stop it I'm not going in there" Ville screamed, as Bam and Dunn tried to get him out of the car.
"Willa, why won't you go in?" Bam asked, restraining himself from yelling at the finn.
"Because I'm terrified of the doctors, I hate them, plus there's nothing wrong with me" He said, pushing himself against the closed door that suddenly opened causing him to fall back but he was caught by two hands
"Dunn, let go! Put me down!" Ville said furiously, as Ryan lifted the skinny body over his shoulders
"It's for your own good." Ryan muttered, as they walked into the warmth of the hospital with Bam following close behind.
Hours later Ville found himself sitting in a white room wearing nothing but the paper thin gown that the hospital had provided, Bam sat in a metal chair next to the cot, while Dunn was outside smoking. Bam was clearly nervous, he showed this by rapidly tapping his foot.
Finally the doctor came in with the widest grin they had ever seen, he stared at a clip board then at Ville "I have wonderful news, Mr. Valo... you have no STD's to be found." Everyone's mouth dropped, including Ville's. There was a silence that seemed to go on forever but was broken by Bam being stubborn.
"What? He's sick. Look at him, you can't possibly say there is nothing wrong with him. What the fuck?! If he's not sick then why the fuck is he so god damn pale?"
"Well, my theory is that he mentally thinks he's ill so his body reacts think it's ill causing all this confusion"
"Well that's the stupidest thing I've ever heard. You know what? Fuck you! We're going to a doctor that knows what he's doing!" Bam yelled, snapping at the doctor, who left the room.
"Bam, why the hell why did you do that?" Ville said, standing up holding the back of his gown.
"Because he's full of shit! There's something wrong with you, Ville, don't deny it." He said, handing Ville his clothes.
"Bammie, please understand that I'm not sick. Now please, let's just forget about this?" The skater only nodded to this and left so Ville could change. The ride home was silent with an occasional cough or sigh.
Later that night as the two laid in bed, Bam could hear small whimpering from the body next to him.
"Ville baby, whats the matter?" Bam asked, but no response. "Ville, are you awake?" He leaned over the finn to see steams of tears running down Ville's face that were black from his eyeliner and mascara. His eyes were shut tight, letting Bam know he was awake.
"Ville, whats wrong?" His eyes shot open.
"Bambi, I'm not going to lie to you," Ville said hold his close hand close to his mouth "But you have to promise you won't hate me."
"Ville, I love you, I could never hate you."
"Yes, you could."
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Comments=more of my eternal love
I personally thoght i couldve done this chapter better but whatever
Pairing: Vam
Rating: PG-13 for now NC-17 in later chapters
Summary: Ville and Bam are together but will tragedy pull them apart
Disclaimer: If I owned these boys I wouldn't be writing a fic about it now would I?
Dedications: i want to dedicate this story to my aunt mindy (weird eh?) but this is really going to based on what she went through when she had cancer; chemo, loosing hair, worried everyone was going to leave her, and death. so R.I.P. Melinda Sue Hertel (Buckler) 1969-2006
"No stop it I'm not going in there" Ville screamed, as Bam and Dunn tried to get him out of the car.
"Willa, why won't you go in?" Bam asked, restraining himself from yelling at the finn.
"Because I'm terrified of the doctors, I hate them, plus there's nothing wrong with me" He said, pushing himself against the closed door that suddenly opened causing him to fall back but he was caught by two hands
"Dunn, let go! Put me down!" Ville said furiously, as Ryan lifted the skinny body over his shoulders
"It's for your own good." Ryan muttered, as they walked into the warmth of the hospital with Bam following close behind.
Hours later Ville found himself sitting in a white room wearing nothing but the paper thin gown that the hospital had provided, Bam sat in a metal chair next to the cot, while Dunn was outside smoking. Bam was clearly nervous, he showed this by rapidly tapping his foot.
Finally the doctor came in with the widest grin they had ever seen, he stared at a clip board then at Ville "I have wonderful news, Mr. Valo... you have no STD's to be found." Everyone's mouth dropped, including Ville's. There was a silence that seemed to go on forever but was broken by Bam being stubborn.
"What? He's sick. Look at him, you can't possibly say there is nothing wrong with him. What the fuck?! If he's not sick then why the fuck is he so god damn pale?"
"Well, my theory is that he mentally thinks he's ill so his body reacts think it's ill causing all this confusion"
"Well that's the stupidest thing I've ever heard. You know what? Fuck you! We're going to a doctor that knows what he's doing!" Bam yelled, snapping at the doctor, who left the room.
"Bam, why the hell why did you do that?" Ville said, standing up holding the back of his gown.
"Because he's full of shit! There's something wrong with you, Ville, don't deny it." He said, handing Ville his clothes.
"Bammie, please understand that I'm not sick. Now please, let's just forget about this?" The skater only nodded to this and left so Ville could change. The ride home was silent with an occasional cough or sigh.
Later that night as the two laid in bed, Bam could hear small whimpering from the body next to him.
"Ville baby, whats the matter?" Bam asked, but no response. "Ville, are you awake?" He leaned over the finn to see steams of tears running down Ville's face that were black from his eyeliner and mascara. His eyes were shut tight, letting Bam know he was awake.
"Ville, whats wrong?" His eyes shot open.
"Bambi, I'm not going to lie to you," Ville said hold his close hand close to his mouth "But you have to promise you won't hate me."
"Ville, I love you, I could never hate you."
"Yes, you could."
~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~
Comments=more of my eternal love
I personally thoght i couldve done this chapter better but whatever