you're all i ever wanted
pairing: ville/bam of course
summary: ville is on vacation at bams house and they find out a few things about each other....
disclaimer: unfortunately i own nothing...neither ville nor bam...
I love and hate days like these. Ville flew in from Finland yesterday. He’ll stay for ten days and then the tour is gonna start. I’m so happy he’s here, because I didn’t see him for, I think, a hundred years. I remember the day he said me he’s gonna come. I felt great! Ville is my best friend, my idol and in a very strange way a kind of my god. I love him! Yeah, I really love him! I always did and he knows it. But since I last visited him I think I feel a bit weird about him. Nothing happened, bit my feelings changed. I can’t see him just as a friend anymore. I tried to deny it very long, but in vain. I love Ville more than a friend. I wanna share my life with this very sexy Finnish guy. I wanna share my bed and my house with him. I want to be his! And I want him to be mine! But I know I’ll never have him. He’s straight! I know his ex-fiancé Jonna. And if he would be gay he never would fall in love with me. A little, dirty, crazy skater, who copies his look. He could have guys like jonne aaron, lauri ylönen or brian molko. Why the hell should he only think about being with a man, being with me, his best friend, back to reality…