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Songfic- "Love Like Winter"
I"M BAAAAACK! And with a one-shot too! Oh goody!
Uhm, I'm still working on getting all the parts to "A Frozen Heart and a Soul on Fire" posted up here. Do forgive me! *puppy dog eyes* Anyways, ENJOY!!
Title- Love Like Winter
Author- PlayXDead07
Disclaimer- I do not own Bam Margera, or Ville Valo... and the song in this fic is called "Love Like Winter" by AFI. Lyrics written by Davey Havok. (Now if only I could own him... which I sadly, don't. "/)
Summary- In Bam's POV. Bam reflects on the love he and Ville shared, the fight that drove them apart, and fate which pieced them together again. (Songfic!)
Rating- PG
Warn your warmth to turn away,
Here it's December everyday...
I rest my eyes upon his tall form, standing in a crowd of people, looking lost and confused. I smile and wave to get his attention, and laugh as I watch his gorgeous green eyes light up.
He darted around all the passing people until he was in my arms, and I was stroking his soft ringlets of dark hair. He was so beautiful in the Winter air... I pulled him up to face me, and kissed him deeply, passionately. He smiled at me, and we both jumped back into my car, and drove back to my house.
Press your lips to the sculptures and surely you'll stay
For of Sugar and ice,
I am made.
Weeks later, we sat alone in my house, both screaming at the top of our lungs. He was always so on edge whenever he was away from his home, and we ended up fighting and arguing constantly! Of course, no matter what, I would always love him the same. He could stab me in my sleep, and I would still love him!
Tonight he was on edge moreso than ever! As you may have guessed, we ended up arguing over shit that today really doesn't seem that important... The argument and harsh words became too much for the both of us, and he said something that shattered my heart...
"It's over Bam! I can't take this shit anymore! I'm through!"
I felt as if I had just been shot through the heart, but I wasn't about to let him know that. I wasn't going to crawl to him on my hands and knees and beg his forgiveness. No... I was a very stubborn man...
"Fine! Then just leave! You're not welcome in my house anymore!" I screamed. I saw a look of hurt pass through his eyes, but it was quickly replaced by a look of rage. He said nothing more to me... just left. My heart broke even more. Why had I said that to him? I loved him! I always would...
It's in the blood, it's in the blood
I met my love before I was born
He wanted love. I taste of blood
He bit my lip and drank my warmth from years before...
Even one full year later, we had not spoken. The only time I would see him is on the cover of magazines. I secretly missed his kiss, and ached for his touch... But once again, I was a stubborn man, and refused to admit my love outloud.
She exhales vanilla lace
I barely dreamt her yesterday...
I thought that if I moved on, that I'd forget about him. The woman I now called my fiance' smiled at me, her eyes showing pure love and admiration. I smiled back, and hugged her, but something was missing... I just couldn't return the same love that she had for me... I began to grow distant from her.
Read the lines on the mirror through the lipstick trace
"Por Siempre", she said "It seems you're somewhere far away..."
To his face.
I knew my feeling of distance was because I still loved Ville. I said I would always love him and, damnit, I meant it! How could I have been so stupid to just let him go?
My fiance' was beginning to grow worried about me. The more she'd try and break through my wall, the stronger I'd build it. Finally, she gave up. She just gave up trying to talk to me altogether.
Then one morning, I awoke alone. Well... not completely alone. I did have a note waiting for me next to where she slept. It said;
'Brandon,
I've tried and tried to talk to you and understand you, but I just can't! You just won't open up to me! It really seems as if you're somewhere far away... and I can't reach you. I'm sorry, but I have to move on.'
It's in the blood, it's in the blood
I met my love before I was born
She wanted love, I taste of blood
She bit my lip and drank my warmth from years before...
I was alone once again, and knew that I was lost without him by my side. Sadly, I got up out of bed, got dressed, and prepared to go on a walk in the snowy Winter to clear my head.
My walk led me to an old abandonned park where the snow was fresh and untouched. It looked as though no one had been there for ages! Perfect. I wanted to get away from everyone...
Love like winter...
Oh, Love like Winter...
I heard a gentle voice coming from inside the park. Normally if I would've heard that someone else was there, I would've turned and left, but the voice is what made me stay. It sounded so familiar! It had a haunting tone about it, yet it sounded so sad and full of despair... The voice was definately male, and as I got closer, I realized it was singing.
I walked closer and closer, intrigued by the soft voice, until I found it's source, and my jaw dropped.
"V-Ville...?" I asked, and I saw the familiar green eyes lock onto my blue ones. His eyes were full of such sadness! I nearly broke down at the sight of him! I knelt down next to him, and placed my hand on his cheek. To my great surprise, he held his hand over mine!
"I'm sorry about everything." he whispered.
"Me too..." I said, suddenly feeling very winded, as if I just got out of a skate competition. "What are you doing here?" I asked.
"I... I missed you..."
That was all I needed to hear, before I let my lips meet with his. I suddenly felt what I had been missing all that time!
"I love you." I breathed.
"I love you too," came his response.
"I'll never let you go again!" I promised. And even to this day, I still kept my promise.
And even to this day, he still looks so beautiful in the Winter air.
It's in the blood, it's in the blood
I met my love before I was born
He wanted love, I taste of blood
He bit my lip and drank my warmth from years before...
~x~x~x~x~x~x~x~x~x~x~x~
That was it! Tell me what you think! I'm actually pretty proud of this one... it being my first songfic and everything. =) COMMENTS!!!
Uhm, I'm still working on getting all the parts to "A Frozen Heart and a Soul on Fire" posted up here. Do forgive me! *puppy dog eyes* Anyways, ENJOY!!
Title- Love Like Winter
Author- PlayXDead07
Disclaimer- I do not own Bam Margera, or Ville Valo... and the song in this fic is called "Love Like Winter" by AFI. Lyrics written by Davey Havok. (Now if only I could own him... which I sadly, don't. "/)
Summary- In Bam's POV. Bam reflects on the love he and Ville shared, the fight that drove them apart, and fate which pieced them together again. (Songfic!)
Rating- PG
Warn your warmth to turn away,
Here it's December everyday...
I rest my eyes upon his tall form, standing in a crowd of people, looking lost and confused. I smile and wave to get his attention, and laugh as I watch his gorgeous green eyes light up.
He darted around all the passing people until he was in my arms, and I was stroking his soft ringlets of dark hair. He was so beautiful in the Winter air... I pulled him up to face me, and kissed him deeply, passionately. He smiled at me, and we both jumped back into my car, and drove back to my house.
Press your lips to the sculptures and surely you'll stay
For of Sugar and ice,
I am made.
Weeks later, we sat alone in my house, both screaming at the top of our lungs. He was always so on edge whenever he was away from his home, and we ended up fighting and arguing constantly! Of course, no matter what, I would always love him the same. He could stab me in my sleep, and I would still love him!
Tonight he was on edge moreso than ever! As you may have guessed, we ended up arguing over shit that today really doesn't seem that important... The argument and harsh words became too much for the both of us, and he said something that shattered my heart...
"It's over Bam! I can't take this shit anymore! I'm through!"
I felt as if I had just been shot through the heart, but I wasn't about to let him know that. I wasn't going to crawl to him on my hands and knees and beg his forgiveness. No... I was a very stubborn man...
"Fine! Then just leave! You're not welcome in my house anymore!" I screamed. I saw a look of hurt pass through his eyes, but it was quickly replaced by a look of rage. He said nothing more to me... just left. My heart broke even more. Why had I said that to him? I loved him! I always would...
It's in the blood, it's in the blood
I met my love before I was born
He wanted love. I taste of blood
He bit my lip and drank my warmth from years before...
Even one full year later, we had not spoken. The only time I would see him is on the cover of magazines. I secretly missed his kiss, and ached for his touch... But once again, I was a stubborn man, and refused to admit my love outloud.
She exhales vanilla lace
I barely dreamt her yesterday...
I thought that if I moved on, that I'd forget about him. The woman I now called my fiance' smiled at me, her eyes showing pure love and admiration. I smiled back, and hugged her, but something was missing... I just couldn't return the same love that she had for me... I began to grow distant from her.
Read the lines on the mirror through the lipstick trace
"Por Siempre", she said "It seems you're somewhere far away..."
To his face.
I knew my feeling of distance was because I still loved Ville. I said I would always love him and, damnit, I meant it! How could I have been so stupid to just let him go?
My fiance' was beginning to grow worried about me. The more she'd try and break through my wall, the stronger I'd build it. Finally, she gave up. She just gave up trying to talk to me altogether.
Then one morning, I awoke alone. Well... not completely alone. I did have a note waiting for me next to where she slept. It said;
'Brandon,
I've tried and tried to talk to you and understand you, but I just can't! You just won't open up to me! It really seems as if you're somewhere far away... and I can't reach you. I'm sorry, but I have to move on.'
It's in the blood, it's in the blood
I met my love before I was born
She wanted love, I taste of blood
She bit my lip and drank my warmth from years before...
I was alone once again, and knew that I was lost without him by my side. Sadly, I got up out of bed, got dressed, and prepared to go on a walk in the snowy Winter to clear my head.
My walk led me to an old abandonned park where the snow was fresh and untouched. It looked as though no one had been there for ages! Perfect. I wanted to get away from everyone...
Love like winter...
Oh, Love like Winter...
I heard a gentle voice coming from inside the park. Normally if I would've heard that someone else was there, I would've turned and left, but the voice is what made me stay. It sounded so familiar! It had a haunting tone about it, yet it sounded so sad and full of despair... The voice was definately male, and as I got closer, I realized it was singing.
I walked closer and closer, intrigued by the soft voice, until I found it's source, and my jaw dropped.
"V-Ville...?" I asked, and I saw the familiar green eyes lock onto my blue ones. His eyes were full of such sadness! I nearly broke down at the sight of him! I knelt down next to him, and placed my hand on his cheek. To my great surprise, he held his hand over mine!
"I'm sorry about everything." he whispered.
"Me too..." I said, suddenly feeling very winded, as if I just got out of a skate competition. "What are you doing here?" I asked.
"I... I missed you..."
That was all I needed to hear, before I let my lips meet with his. I suddenly felt what I had been missing all that time!
"I love you." I breathed.
"I love you too," came his response.
"I'll never let you go again!" I promised. And even to this day, I still kept my promise.
And even to this day, he still looks so beautiful in the Winter air.
It's in the blood, it's in the blood
I met my love before I was born
He wanted love, I taste of blood
He bit my lip and drank my warmth from years before...
~x~x~x~x~x~x~x~x~x~x~x~
That was it! Tell me what you think! I'm actually pretty proud of this one... it being my first songfic and everything. =) COMMENTS!!!