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[spikedlove]

Title- 30 minutes
Rated- R
Warning- Sex and Angst
Summary- 30 minutes before Ville boards a plane to go and marry Joanna Ville has to make a very important desision involving Bam
I own nothing. Based on the song 30 minutes by t.A.T.u.



Our fingers laced together tightly as my warm tears slowly made their way down my face. Ville looked down at me sadly and I knew then that this would be the last time we would make love.

“I’ve only got a short time” he whispered sadly.

Thirty minutes, the blink of an eye. Thirty minutes until he left my side forever. Thirty minutes before he got on a plane to Finland, to marry Joanna.

I chocked out a sob as he gently entered me. Ville looked away from me and I knew he felt ashamed which only made me feel worse. I arched into him and our eyes met and I saw the tears welling up in his eyes. He slid in and out of me; every now and again he would kiss away the tears on my face. I glanced at the clock as he began to tenderly suck on the base of my neck and I moaned in spite of myself. Fifteen minutes remained and Ville slid in and out of me harder than he usually did.

I yelled out his name as I came, my body betraying me. I let out another sob as Ville bit his lip to stifle a moan, his hot tears falling onto my bare chest. I felt him hesitantly slide out of me and I shuddered as a feeling of utter emptiness settled in me. He lay next to me on the bed as if he were waiting for me to say something.

“You said you loved me” I managed to say shakily after a few minutes.

He sat up and looked at me longingly. Seven minutes were left. I felt my heart begin to break as he looked away from me for the second time. I sat up and cautiously moved to where I was seated in front of him. We stared at each other for what seemed like eternity, each searching the others for something we could lay our hopes on. I leaned in close to him until my lips were gently rubbing up against his.

“Please stay” I whispered.

Ville leaned back, tears threatening to spill again. “I’m sorry.”

I watched as he stood from the bed and began to search for his clothes that had been tossed all over the room. I glanced at the clock two minutes left. Ville quickly put his clothes on and I still had some hope that he would come to his senses and to stay with me, he said he loved me wasn’t that supposed to mean something. He walked toward the door and I felt my heart begin to fall apart. “Goodbye” Ville whispered, his tears hit the hard wood floor with a dull thud.

My vision began to blur with tears as he reluctantly shut the door behind him. I sat on the bed feeling dirty and used as I listened to his receding footsteps and then the sound of the front door opening and then closing. A car roared to life in my driveway and sped away never to return.

“Ville” I whispered. Zero.

FUCK! Dude this fucking one-shot sucks mingan ass. Ok so I'm totally writers blocked on both of my fics right now so I decided to share this shitty thing. ::lights cigarette:: Fuck it.