a new little creation
ok, i know i haven't put up the epoligue for PDLIG yet, but this came to me in the middle of spanish and i figured i would post it know. its just somthing that i had been brainstorming all day. usural diclaimer...
did you ever feel like the enitre world was against you? its a phase that everyone goes through, but for me and my lover it was different. the world doesn't look kindly apon a gay romance in the media. and its worst when your family "dis-owns" you.
it got to the point when even leaving our home in finland became a problem. there were media and people everywhere shouting and some even threw things. there was no way to escape it. we had finally desided that we had had enough. its the hardest choice in the world to deside to make your life story a razorblade romance. thats what everyone would remember you as, an intimate suicide per say. taking your own life for the sake of your lover who would stand beside you until the very end. but being able to look them deep in the eyes and say "join me?". its an indescribeable feeling to have them take your hands in their and they say 'yes'. it would be showing your ultimate devotion to each other, the happy ending of walking hand and hand through the gates of heaven.
but we never went through with it......... what if something had gone wrong and we went in different directions and never saw each other again?. but the title of a razorblade romance remains. we know have a scars of a B and V intagled together, neatly carved into our forearms. its clearee than the engagement bands on our left hands. we were forever scarred by our undying devotion to each other.
now i know that that made absolutely no sence but it gets clearer if you read it a few time lol. i'm working on the epioluge to PDLTG now. this was just to clear my mind. i thought it was a nice little story. comments are GREATLY APPRCIATED!!!!!!!! enjoy. usural diclaimer...