Adrift: So long and Goodbye.
A/N: Thank you to everyone whose helped me with this, Morphine300mg Sk8ter_Vam_Girl youkillmewell29 And finally of course Raine or to me Kitten. Sorry sweetie I can’t even begin to remember yer user name LOL. Well, this is the end unless there is a grand demand for an Epilogue, I might be able to pull one out of my ass LMAO! Love ya all and stay tuned....to see what I do next! :-D
Title: Adrift
Author: Amaroqwolf
Rating: pg-13 to NC-17
Pairings: VAM, Chad/Deron and Jussi/Bam (shrugs)
Synopsis: Ville meets Bam, but its not the Bam we know and love. Something is seriously wrong here, can Ville catch on before its to late.
A/N: Yet another serious AU.
The goodbyes had been rough on Bam more then they had been on Ville. Chad didn’t really want to let Bam go to Finland with Ville. But, after much talking and a few beers he understood that getting Bam away from Pennsylvania was a good idea.
The airport had been crowded and the goodbyes were tearful. Bam who was still dazed and not completely together with himself seemed jumpy. He turned and kept his eyes moving constantly. He only seemed to relax when Chad, Deron or Ville were with in holding distance. Finally on the plane seemed to relax but the Flight attendant scared him and he asked Ville if they could get off the plane. Ville made a joke about being thousand’s of feet in the air. Bam panicked at this point and finally Ville was forced to give him one of the prescribed Tranquilizer Xanax.
They reached Finland with little to no incident except Bam forgetting why he needed to go the bathroom and begging Ville while in tears to help him. Ville had helped him redirected him then held him gently for the rest of the flight till the younger man had fallen asleep. He didn’t care that the majority of the plane was starring. He wasn’t going to Let Bam go. Bam needed him he knew it in his heart.
Linde picked them up at the airport and he got the idea when Bam shied away from him. He was pretty quite the rest of the drive. Once in Ville’s house Bam finally relaxed he looked at Ville silently for several minutes and Ville almost feared the boy was going to go back to being Catatonic when he smiled softly. “You have a nice house,” He said softly.
Ville smiled back gently. “Let me show you your room.” He said just as gently as he led the way upstairs.
Bam followed him silently climbing the stairs and studying everything as he walked. Finally Ville opened a dark red wood door. “Here we are,” He said gently.
Bam stepped into the room, it was huge the bed was nothing like his bed at home. It was made for at least three people or so Bam thought. He looked around he walked over to two huge hanging curtains and pushed them aside looking out at a balcolny that was on the other side of the cold glass.
“Do you like it?” Ville asked from behind him.
“Its big,” He responded.
Ville chuckled softly smiling lightly. “Yeah, it is isn’t?” He said sheepishly thinking perhaps Bam thought he was trying to impress him. He watched the boy walk across the room to the bed and climb up on it. He jumped on it slightly then plopped down smiling he snuggeled into the pillows and looked at Ville silently. “Ville I don’t wanna be alone tonight,” He said softly sadly.
Ville nodded. “I’ll stay with you if you want me to.” He responded.
“Would you?” He asked.
Ville nodded slowly. “Yeah, I’m sure that bed is big enough for both of us.” He said. “Unless you’re a tosser,”
“A what?” Bam asked slowly blinking.
“Someone who rolls around a lot Bammie,” He said smiling.
Bam shrugged. “I don’t know am I?” He asked blinking tiredly.
Ville sighed and crawled into the bed. “Come here Sweetheart,” He said gently pulling Bam close. “Just relax,”
Bam sighed contentedly and snuggeled up against Ville. “Love you,” He whispered.
Ville sighed softly closing his eyes and resting a hand on Bam’s stomach holding him close. Bam wiggled about then snuggled in close again sighing and finally drifting to sleep.
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The sound of a door closing somewhere in the house brought Bam to attention. He blinked sleepily yawned and snuggeled up against Ville again. He started to drift back asleep when he heard footsteps coming down the hallway. He tensed shivering shifting so he could sit up. “Ville,” He whispered shaking his sleeping Lover.
“Hmm?” He responded yawning.
“Someone’s here,” He said.
“No one’s here Bam go back to sleep,” He whispered.
Bam whimpered. “Ville I can hear them coming,” He said softly.
Ville groaned and rolled onto his back listening. He blinked when he heard the footsteps. He yawned and looked at Bam. “Stay here,” He said getting up.
He walked towards the door and looked outside. He blinked then sighed. “Hi Mother,” He said softly.
The woman standing in the hallway smiled. “I brought you some food, I’m sure he’ll want to eat.”
He smiled and nodded softly. “Yeah, thanks.” He said then hugged her quickly. “He’s sleeping now, are you going to stay?”
She smiled at him. “I though I would do a little cleaning,” She said. “You haven’t been here in months.”
Ville smiled. “Thanks Mom, will be down in a bit to eat.” He responded. “When he wakes up I mean.”
She smiled hugged him again and headed back downstairs. Ville stood there silently till she was out of sight. He stepped into the room to check on Bam to find the boy standing only inches from the door. “Who was she?” He asked looking nervous.
“Just my mom,” He said gently. “Come on, lets get you cleaned up,” He smiled.
Bam smiled then nodded slowly letting Ville lead him into the bathroom that was attached to the bedroom. He stood there looking at it silently then turned slowly to gaze up at Ville. “I love you,” He said and kissed the singer gently.
Ville wrapped an arm around his waist and pulled him close kissing him deeply. Bam groaned softly arching up against him. “Emm, god.” He whimpered.
Ville smiled pulling back gently. He smiled. “Come on Shower,”
“You to.” He responded. “You come shower with me.”
Ville blinked in surprise then nodded. “Okay Bammie I’ll shower with you.”
Bam smiled softly as Ville helped him undress then slowly the two men climbed into the shower. Bam watched Ville as he tested the water temperature then straightened up turning the final nob to release the warm spray onto there bodies. He smiled. “Turn around Bammie,” He directed gently.
Bam licked his lips and turned so his back was to Ville. He sighed his eyes drifting closed as Ville ran his long thin fingers through the brown curls directing the water through his hair. He lifted the Shampoo bottle pouring some into his hand he began to work it into Bam’s hair smiling at the expression of bliss on the younger man’s face.
He directed the spray into Bam’s hair again rinsing the soap from his hair he got conditioner and worked it through quickly. “Hang on baby,” He said leaning down and kissing Bam’s lips gently as he grabbed a sponge and pouring soap onto it he ran the sponge down the younger man’s chest. He groaned loudly Ville smiled running the soapy sponge across Bam’s cock.
Bam gasped bucking into Ville’s hand. “Oh,” He gasped softly shivering hard. “Emm,” He whimpered softly.
“Do you like that baby?” He asked gently.
Bam nodded panting softly leaning back against Ville groaning softly. “Oh, fuck.” He mumbeled. “Yes, Ville fuck.”
Ville smiled and turned the boy around pulling him flush to his body groaning gently. “Oh god, I love you.” He said gently.
Bam whimpered kissing him back gently then pulled back smiling softly. “Won’t your Mom hear?” He asked.
Ville smiled and leaned down he hefted Bam off his feet and pressed him into the wall gently. “She’s downstairs cleaning,” He whispered grinding up against the younger man.
Bam groaned his head arching backwards as there cocks pressed together. He rocked his hips causing Ville to gasp as Bam’s hard soap slicked cock ran across the warmth of his own cock. “Fuck Bammie god I want you.”
Bam nodded panting heavily. “Take me Ville god I want you, in...inside me now!” He cried.
He lifted him upwards more pressing his hard cock at the tight entrance. He pressed slowly upwards groaning loudly, into the tight hot velvety heat within. He held still his head resting on the wall next to Bam’s. “Dear god I love you,” He whispered.
Bam groaned in response rocking his hips gently. “Fuck, god..Ville.” He panted out. “Now I want you please god please.” He panted out.
Ville complied pulling out then pushing in again. Thrusting rapidly he groaned kissing Bam desperately moaning loudly. Bam whimpered kissing him back clinging to Ville shaking at the spiraling pleasure building up inside of him. He rocked his hips forward trying to push Ville deeper into himself. Ville gripped his hips thrusting into his spreading him wide with each thrust filling him completely perfectly. “Oh..fuck...” Ville moaned pressing his lips to Bam’s again. He was so close. So very close his body was tensing up as he neared that perfectly orgasmic ecstacy.
Bam’s tongue met with his in a dual massaging his with the warm wetness Bam clung to him his finger’s digging hard enough to leave bruises later.
Ville cried out softly thrusting once more into his lover growling deep in his chest he spilled into Bam’s body filling him with hot cum.
Bam arched backwards moaning softly quivering as he came himself coating Ville’s stomach.
Ville stood there holding Bam panting softly groaning he slowly pulled out listening to Bam’s soft pleasured whimpers as he finally pulled out. “Oh good god baby I love you,” He mumbeled.
Bam nodded panting heavily. “I love you Ville, I love you.”
The end....
Title: Adrift
Author: Amaroqwolf
Rating: pg-13 to NC-17
Pairings: VAM, Chad/Deron and Jussi/Bam (shrugs)
Synopsis: Ville meets Bam, but its not the Bam we know and love. Something is seriously wrong here, can Ville catch on before its to late.
A/N: Yet another serious AU.
The goodbyes had been rough on Bam more then they had been on Ville. Chad didn’t really want to let Bam go to Finland with Ville. But, after much talking and a few beers he understood that getting Bam away from Pennsylvania was a good idea.
The airport had been crowded and the goodbyes were tearful. Bam who was still dazed and not completely together with himself seemed jumpy. He turned and kept his eyes moving constantly. He only seemed to relax when Chad, Deron or Ville were with in holding distance. Finally on the plane seemed to relax but the Flight attendant scared him and he asked Ville if they could get off the plane. Ville made a joke about being thousand’s of feet in the air. Bam panicked at this point and finally Ville was forced to give him one of the prescribed Tranquilizer Xanax.
They reached Finland with little to no incident except Bam forgetting why he needed to go the bathroom and begging Ville while in tears to help him. Ville had helped him redirected him then held him gently for the rest of the flight till the younger man had fallen asleep. He didn’t care that the majority of the plane was starring. He wasn’t going to Let Bam go. Bam needed him he knew it in his heart.
Linde picked them up at the airport and he got the idea when Bam shied away from him. He was pretty quite the rest of the drive. Once in Ville’s house Bam finally relaxed he looked at Ville silently for several minutes and Ville almost feared the boy was going to go back to being Catatonic when he smiled softly. “You have a nice house,” He said softly.
Ville smiled back gently. “Let me show you your room.” He said just as gently as he led the way upstairs.
Bam followed him silently climbing the stairs and studying everything as he walked. Finally Ville opened a dark red wood door. “Here we are,” He said gently.
Bam stepped into the room, it was huge the bed was nothing like his bed at home. It was made for at least three people or so Bam thought. He looked around he walked over to two huge hanging curtains and pushed them aside looking out at a balcolny that was on the other side of the cold glass.
“Do you like it?” Ville asked from behind him.
“Its big,” He responded.
Ville chuckled softly smiling lightly. “Yeah, it is isn’t?” He said sheepishly thinking perhaps Bam thought he was trying to impress him. He watched the boy walk across the room to the bed and climb up on it. He jumped on it slightly then plopped down smiling he snuggeled into the pillows and looked at Ville silently. “Ville I don’t wanna be alone tonight,” He said softly sadly.
Ville nodded. “I’ll stay with you if you want me to.” He responded.
“Would you?” He asked.
Ville nodded slowly. “Yeah, I’m sure that bed is big enough for both of us.” He said. “Unless you’re a tosser,”
“A what?” Bam asked slowly blinking.
“Someone who rolls around a lot Bammie,” He said smiling.
Bam shrugged. “I don’t know am I?” He asked blinking tiredly.
Ville sighed and crawled into the bed. “Come here Sweetheart,” He said gently pulling Bam close. “Just relax,”
Bam sighed contentedly and snuggeled up against Ville. “Love you,” He whispered.
Ville sighed softly closing his eyes and resting a hand on Bam’s stomach holding him close. Bam wiggled about then snuggled in close again sighing and finally drifting to sleep.
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The sound of a door closing somewhere in the house brought Bam to attention. He blinked sleepily yawned and snuggeled up against Ville again. He started to drift back asleep when he heard footsteps coming down the hallway. He tensed shivering shifting so he could sit up. “Ville,” He whispered shaking his sleeping Lover.
“Hmm?” He responded yawning.
“Someone’s here,” He said.
“No one’s here Bam go back to sleep,” He whispered.
Bam whimpered. “Ville I can hear them coming,” He said softly.
Ville groaned and rolled onto his back listening. He blinked when he heard the footsteps. He yawned and looked at Bam. “Stay here,” He said getting up.
He walked towards the door and looked outside. He blinked then sighed. “Hi Mother,” He said softly.
The woman standing in the hallway smiled. “I brought you some food, I’m sure he’ll want to eat.”
He smiled and nodded softly. “Yeah, thanks.” He said then hugged her quickly. “He’s sleeping now, are you going to stay?”
She smiled at him. “I though I would do a little cleaning,” She said. “You haven’t been here in months.”
Ville smiled. “Thanks Mom, will be down in a bit to eat.” He responded. “When he wakes up I mean.”
She smiled hugged him again and headed back downstairs. Ville stood there silently till she was out of sight. He stepped into the room to check on Bam to find the boy standing only inches from the door. “Who was she?” He asked looking nervous.
“Just my mom,” He said gently. “Come on, lets get you cleaned up,” He smiled.
Bam smiled then nodded slowly letting Ville lead him into the bathroom that was attached to the bedroom. He stood there looking at it silently then turned slowly to gaze up at Ville. “I love you,” He said and kissed the singer gently.
Ville wrapped an arm around his waist and pulled him close kissing him deeply. Bam groaned softly arching up against him. “Emm, god.” He whimpered.
Ville smiled pulling back gently. He smiled. “Come on Shower,”
“You to.” He responded. “You come shower with me.”
Ville blinked in surprise then nodded. “Okay Bammie I’ll shower with you.”
Bam smiled softly as Ville helped him undress then slowly the two men climbed into the shower. Bam watched Ville as he tested the water temperature then straightened up turning the final nob to release the warm spray onto there bodies. He smiled. “Turn around Bammie,” He directed gently.
Bam licked his lips and turned so his back was to Ville. He sighed his eyes drifting closed as Ville ran his long thin fingers through the brown curls directing the water through his hair. He lifted the Shampoo bottle pouring some into his hand he began to work it into Bam’s hair smiling at the expression of bliss on the younger man’s face.
He directed the spray into Bam’s hair again rinsing the soap from his hair he got conditioner and worked it through quickly. “Hang on baby,” He said leaning down and kissing Bam’s lips gently as he grabbed a sponge and pouring soap onto it he ran the sponge down the younger man’s chest. He groaned loudly Ville smiled running the soapy sponge across Bam’s cock.
Bam gasped bucking into Ville’s hand. “Oh,” He gasped softly shivering hard. “Emm,” He whimpered softly.
“Do you like that baby?” He asked gently.
Bam nodded panting softly leaning back against Ville groaning softly. “Oh, fuck.” He mumbeled. “Yes, Ville fuck.”
Ville smiled and turned the boy around pulling him flush to his body groaning gently. “Oh god, I love you.” He said gently.
Bam whimpered kissing him back gently then pulled back smiling softly. “Won’t your Mom hear?” He asked.
Ville smiled and leaned down he hefted Bam off his feet and pressed him into the wall gently. “She’s downstairs cleaning,” He whispered grinding up against the younger man.
Bam groaned his head arching backwards as there cocks pressed together. He rocked his hips causing Ville to gasp as Bam’s hard soap slicked cock ran across the warmth of his own cock. “Fuck Bammie god I want you.”
Bam nodded panting heavily. “Take me Ville god I want you, in...inside me now!” He cried.
He lifted him upwards more pressing his hard cock at the tight entrance. He pressed slowly upwards groaning loudly, into the tight hot velvety heat within. He held still his head resting on the wall next to Bam’s. “Dear god I love you,” He whispered.
Bam groaned in response rocking his hips gently. “Fuck, god..Ville.” He panted out. “Now I want you please god please.” He panted out.
Ville complied pulling out then pushing in again. Thrusting rapidly he groaned kissing Bam desperately moaning loudly. Bam whimpered kissing him back clinging to Ville shaking at the spiraling pleasure building up inside of him. He rocked his hips forward trying to push Ville deeper into himself. Ville gripped his hips thrusting into his spreading him wide with each thrust filling him completely perfectly. “Oh..fuck...” Ville moaned pressing his lips to Bam’s again. He was so close. So very close his body was tensing up as he neared that perfectly orgasmic ecstacy.
Bam’s tongue met with his in a dual massaging his with the warm wetness Bam clung to him his finger’s digging hard enough to leave bruises later.
Ville cried out softly thrusting once more into his lover growling deep in his chest he spilled into Bam’s body filling him with hot cum.
Bam arched backwards moaning softly quivering as he came himself coating Ville’s stomach.
Ville stood there holding Bam panting softly groaning he slowly pulled out listening to Bam’s soft pleasured whimpers as he finally pulled out. “Oh good god baby I love you,” He mumbeled.
Bam nodded panting heavily. “I love you Ville, I love you.”
The end....