Pretty Words
Title: Pretty Words.
Author: Amaroqwolf_inc
Synopsis: Your pretty words oh how they hurt.
A/N: Song is How you remind me by Nickleback. Please Reveiw they =Chad sex for me Happyness
Disclaimer; I OWN NOTHING! I LIVE AT HOME WITH NOTHING! NO BAM! NO VILLE NOTHING!!!
Never made it as a wise man
I couldn't cut it as
A poor man stealing
Tired of living like a blind man
I'm sick of sight without
A sense of feeling
And this is how you remind me
Your first words were like blows of there own, like sharp little daggers digging into my heart. Telling me what I really was. What I really am. It hurts inside I feel like I’m tearing up inside. Little ice dagger’s ripping through my heart, my lungs contract and I can’t breath. Every word is like a killing blow. Oh no you don’t have to hit me to make me feel pain. All you have to do is wrap your words around me and make me die. Your words are your weapons and you use them so well You destroy me a little bit more everyday. But you don’t see because as my light faded your became all the brighter. I did it for you though and you don’t see it. You’ve changed, Ahhh how you’ve changed. You say to me you haven’t but you can’t see your own insides I can. There slowly turning black inside. You come to me saying your pretty words that rip at me. The words I once believed but now I know the truth behind them. The words you use are all lies, you use them to control me, and this is how you remind me of what I really am to you.
This is how you remind me
Of what I really am
This is how you remind me
Of what I really am
I am your slave, I bend to your every wish. I am yours and I will belong to you forever. I can’t tear myself away from you. Because to leave you would mean that I would be so cold. I would be so alone. And I can’t be alone. I’ve lost everyone without you I am nothing. I know I hang on just so your pretty words can kill me little more each day. Your pretty mouth takes a piece of me each day. Sharp like dagger’s cold like ice there is no love in your eyes. Perhaps I have been blind this whole time and there never has been Love there. Perhaps I’ve been a fool blind to the truth I was a stepping stone on your way to the top and now your there you only spare me those words of yours. Such precious things that I held so dear but now I see them for what they are. They are nothing but used to cut me down. I sit and wait for you like a dog waiting for his master, and at the end of the day perhaps a biscuit and a good dog. I don’t know why I stay, what can I say, I in my heart love you even if you won’t love me. I belong to you, Mind body and soul.
It's not like you to say sorry
I was waiting on a different story
This time I'm mistaken
For handing you
A heart worth breaking
You’ve raped me with more then words though haven’t you, come home drunk and wandering haven’t you. Instead of passing out on the floor downstairs where I can hope you’ll choke on your vomit you come to me and force me. I am your slave you don’t need force but somewhere in your cold dark heart you see fit to force me. To break me a little bit more each time. What would your friends say if they say you like this. What would mine say if they saw me like this. You’ve broken me yet haven’t thrown me away. You whisper your words in my ear’s trying to make me feel loved after you’ve taken what you want from me. Why try huh do you truly care for me? No I don’t think you do, not at all. I think you only care for yourself. How you look if one thing is wrong your words become harsh. I would love to crawl away and hide but that would only make you angrier wouldn’t it? You can’t see me anymore only a slave to you whim and desire. Go away again I’m sure you’ll come again.
And I've been wrong
I've been down
Into the bottom of every bottle
These five words in my head
Scream
Are we having fun yet?
If I thought you were bad then came your “friends” Or the people you called your friends. You offered me up and when I fought you used words again. Your pretty little words telling me it would be okay. That they wouldn’t hurt me. Oh but they did, they ripped me open and took out my insides. They laughed they had fun and I lay still and stare up at the ceiling letting them. Letting them have there fun. And you, you dance around like nothings happening to me. You scream out your words asking are we having fun yet? And they all respond cheering. Later when I’m alone and its dark you come to me. You carry me to the bathroom and you sooth me. You almost remind me of you. But I know that your only coming down off whatever high you were on. Whatever world you lived in during all that and now your finding something to do with yourself. Once I’m clean to your ideal you leave me to dress. I’ve found a new friend when your not around. I’ve been wronged, And I’m down into the bottom of a bottle.
Yet, yet, yet, no no
Yet, yet, yet, no no
It's not like you didn't know that
I said I love you and
I swear I still do
And it must have been so bad
'Cos living with him must have
Damn near killed you
You drunk again but nothing bad but words, you whisper to me in your pretty words that you’ve been fooling around. Not with me no never with me. We don’t fool around anymore you fuck and I lay. Good dog. You’ve been fooling around with him, and this person. You want to fool around with them more. Go further you want to fuck with them now. You don’t look at me as you say this. You just stare at the TV some movie I don’t know what is on the screen. Nothing interests me anymore. Not life, not TV not even you. I am your slave I’ll do as you wish. With out complaint. Why do I do this you ask because I love you, I love you and your pretty words. My Lungs contract I can’t breath.
And this is how you remind me
Of what I really am
This is how you remind me
Of what I really am
All I am to you is a toy, soon enough I’ll be cast aside. I’m laying now staring up at the ceiling but you are not fucking me. You’ve left me for the day. I wrote these words so you would know why I left you. I am broken cast me aside. Time for the good dog to go to heaven. The pain isn’t so bad. I’m more worried about getting blood on the blankets. As I bleed I drink and as I drink I feel weak. I’m drifting away now and you won’t save me. There is no saving what is gone. I’ve been gone for a long time my love. I just didn’t realize it till now. Death has come he’s quite handsome love. He stares at me in shock, horror. Why is he in shock. He rushes from the door saying my name. Why is he saying my name. Just take me away. Death has come I want to go now. He whispers to me softly whispering Sorry over and over again clinging to me as my pulse slowly fades from my body. I’ve past away now my love. I’m gone now my love. I’m am not your slave after all, I took my life into my hands and now I’m gone. Your pretty words can’t hurt me no more.
My Lungs Contract I can’t breath....I’m gone, a ghost I’m dead.
It's not like you to say sorry
I was waiting on a different story
This time I'm mistaken
For handing you
A heart worth breaking
And I've been wrong
I've been downInto the bottom of every bottle
These five words in my head
Scream
Are we having fun yet?
End~
Author: Amaroqwolf_inc
Synopsis: Your pretty words oh how they hurt.
A/N: Song is How you remind me by Nickleback. Please Reveiw they =Chad sex for me Happyness
Disclaimer; I OWN NOTHING! I LIVE AT HOME WITH NOTHING! NO BAM! NO VILLE NOTHING!!!
Never made it as a wise man
I couldn't cut it as
A poor man stealing
Tired of living like a blind man
I'm sick of sight without
A sense of feeling
And this is how you remind me
Your first words were like blows of there own, like sharp little daggers digging into my heart. Telling me what I really was. What I really am. It hurts inside I feel like I’m tearing up inside. Little ice dagger’s ripping through my heart, my lungs contract and I can’t breath. Every word is like a killing blow. Oh no you don’t have to hit me to make me feel pain. All you have to do is wrap your words around me and make me die. Your words are your weapons and you use them so well You destroy me a little bit more everyday. But you don’t see because as my light faded your became all the brighter. I did it for you though and you don’t see it. You’ve changed, Ahhh how you’ve changed. You say to me you haven’t but you can’t see your own insides I can. There slowly turning black inside. You come to me saying your pretty words that rip at me. The words I once believed but now I know the truth behind them. The words you use are all lies, you use them to control me, and this is how you remind me of what I really am to you.
This is how you remind me
Of what I really am
This is how you remind me
Of what I really am
I am your slave, I bend to your every wish. I am yours and I will belong to you forever. I can’t tear myself away from you. Because to leave you would mean that I would be so cold. I would be so alone. And I can’t be alone. I’ve lost everyone without you I am nothing. I know I hang on just so your pretty words can kill me little more each day. Your pretty mouth takes a piece of me each day. Sharp like dagger’s cold like ice there is no love in your eyes. Perhaps I have been blind this whole time and there never has been Love there. Perhaps I’ve been a fool blind to the truth I was a stepping stone on your way to the top and now your there you only spare me those words of yours. Such precious things that I held so dear but now I see them for what they are. They are nothing but used to cut me down. I sit and wait for you like a dog waiting for his master, and at the end of the day perhaps a biscuit and a good dog. I don’t know why I stay, what can I say, I in my heart love you even if you won’t love me. I belong to you, Mind body and soul.
It's not like you to say sorry
I was waiting on a different story
This time I'm mistaken
For handing you
A heart worth breaking
You’ve raped me with more then words though haven’t you, come home drunk and wandering haven’t you. Instead of passing out on the floor downstairs where I can hope you’ll choke on your vomit you come to me and force me. I am your slave you don’t need force but somewhere in your cold dark heart you see fit to force me. To break me a little bit more each time. What would your friends say if they say you like this. What would mine say if they saw me like this. You’ve broken me yet haven’t thrown me away. You whisper your words in my ear’s trying to make me feel loved after you’ve taken what you want from me. Why try huh do you truly care for me? No I don’t think you do, not at all. I think you only care for yourself. How you look if one thing is wrong your words become harsh. I would love to crawl away and hide but that would only make you angrier wouldn’t it? You can’t see me anymore only a slave to you whim and desire. Go away again I’m sure you’ll come again.
And I've been wrong
I've been down
Into the bottom of every bottle
These five words in my head
Scream
Are we having fun yet?
If I thought you were bad then came your “friends” Or the people you called your friends. You offered me up and when I fought you used words again. Your pretty little words telling me it would be okay. That they wouldn’t hurt me. Oh but they did, they ripped me open and took out my insides. They laughed they had fun and I lay still and stare up at the ceiling letting them. Letting them have there fun. And you, you dance around like nothings happening to me. You scream out your words asking are we having fun yet? And they all respond cheering. Later when I’m alone and its dark you come to me. You carry me to the bathroom and you sooth me. You almost remind me of you. But I know that your only coming down off whatever high you were on. Whatever world you lived in during all that and now your finding something to do with yourself. Once I’m clean to your ideal you leave me to dress. I’ve found a new friend when your not around. I’ve been wronged, And I’m down into the bottom of a bottle.
Yet, yet, yet, no no
Yet, yet, yet, no no
It's not like you didn't know that
I said I love you and
I swear I still do
And it must have been so bad
'Cos living with him must have
Damn near killed you
You drunk again but nothing bad but words, you whisper to me in your pretty words that you’ve been fooling around. Not with me no never with me. We don’t fool around anymore you fuck and I lay. Good dog. You’ve been fooling around with him, and this person. You want to fool around with them more. Go further you want to fuck with them now. You don’t look at me as you say this. You just stare at the TV some movie I don’t know what is on the screen. Nothing interests me anymore. Not life, not TV not even you. I am your slave I’ll do as you wish. With out complaint. Why do I do this you ask because I love you, I love you and your pretty words. My Lungs contract I can’t breath.
And this is how you remind me
Of what I really am
This is how you remind me
Of what I really am
All I am to you is a toy, soon enough I’ll be cast aside. I’m laying now staring up at the ceiling but you are not fucking me. You’ve left me for the day. I wrote these words so you would know why I left you. I am broken cast me aside. Time for the good dog to go to heaven. The pain isn’t so bad. I’m more worried about getting blood on the blankets. As I bleed I drink and as I drink I feel weak. I’m drifting away now and you won’t save me. There is no saving what is gone. I’ve been gone for a long time my love. I just didn’t realize it till now. Death has come he’s quite handsome love. He stares at me in shock, horror. Why is he in shock. He rushes from the door saying my name. Why is he saying my name. Just take me away. Death has come I want to go now. He whispers to me softly whispering Sorry over and over again clinging to me as my pulse slowly fades from my body. I’ve past away now my love. I’m gone now my love. I’m am not your slave after all, I took my life into my hands and now I’m gone. Your pretty words can’t hurt me no more.
My Lungs Contract I can’t breath....I’m gone, a ghost I’m dead.
It's not like you to say sorry
I was waiting on a different story
This time I'm mistaken
For handing you
A heart worth breaking
And I've been wrong
I've been downInto the bottom of every bottle
These five words in my head
Scream
Are we having fun yet?
End~