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I'm afraid to tell people I can't make it to things anymore because I hate the looks and the sighs and the comments I get when I tell them I won't be there, again.
It hurts me more than it hurts you.
I would hang out with people more if we could just watch movies. Or just sit around eating chips and drinking pop. Something that doesn't involve me going to work tired. Or something... that I can remember the next day.
I'm just so bored of party-all-the-time. I don't think I have a friendship/relationship with most people outside of being drunk, because thats the only way I can talk to most people. I'd like to get to know you, sober.
I feel bad saying no all the time... so I just don't say anything anymore. Or word my way around saying yes.
Lets watch a movie sometime?
It hurts me more than it hurts you.
I would hang out with people more if we could just watch movies. Or just sit around eating chips and drinking pop. Something that doesn't involve me going to work tired. Or something... that I can remember the next day.
I'm just so bored of party-all-the-time. I don't think I have a friendship/relationship with most people outside of being drunk, because thats the only way I can talk to most people. I'd like to get to know you, sober.
I feel bad saying no all the time... so I just don't say anything anymore. Or word my way around saying yes.
Lets watch a movie sometime?