(no subject)
this is my entry that starts up all my future entries. i think i should maybe update the internet on my life.
-amanda finally decided she had had enough of me, kicked me out of the house. I havn't spoken with her since.
-justin realized he is a really terrible person.
-had internet/over the phone fight with christine. resulted in a bunch of things that didn't need to be said being said. no longer talking to her. i'm sorry, but I guess it doesn't really matter now.
-went back to calgary. I'm staying with my cousin now.
-Spoke to my therapist for the first time in a long time. She confirmed my realizing i'm a terrible person.
-had a girl tell me she was in love with me. i changed the subject.
-had sex with said girl.
-regrets it, a lot.
-i am a terrible terrible person.
-realized i'm promiscuous.
-i have to stop playing with girls feelings.
-i miss amanda, a lot.
yesturday, i went out for a drive. it was raining a little bit. it was nice.
-amanda finally decided she had had enough of me, kicked me out of the house. I havn't spoken with her since.
-justin realized he is a really terrible person.
-had internet/over the phone fight with christine. resulted in a bunch of things that didn't need to be said being said. no longer talking to her. i'm sorry, but I guess it doesn't really matter now.
-went back to calgary. I'm staying with my cousin now.
-Spoke to my therapist for the first time in a long time. She confirmed my realizing i'm a terrible person.
-had a girl tell me she was in love with me. i changed the subject.
-had sex with said girl.
-regrets it, a lot.
-i am a terrible terrible person.
-realized i'm promiscuous.
-i have to stop playing with girls feelings.
-i miss amanda, a lot.
yesturday, i went out for a drive. it was raining a little bit. it was nice.