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i feel like i should update, although not much has happened. i've mainly been by myself or hanging out with brad, doing dumb things and watching bad horror movies. i haven't got any friends anymore, because i never leave my house. i need to start seeing you guys again. you know who you are.
regardless, i guess i'm happier than i have been and i guess i'm doing better than i could be. we don't have enough money to go to england this year, so instead, mommy and i are going to go do hurricain katrina relief work because apparently things are still really fucked down there. also, i'm passing all my classes with grades higher than Ds, and my future is planned out (two years at bergen transfer to montclair live at home). except i'm beginning to consider moving to philidelphia, but apparently i am not considering it that much because i've only discussed it once with one person and that was like two days ago. also, it's a horrifying idea for me, and even though it would be stupidly easy to make the transition, it still isn't here, and there's still something that makes it terrifying.
i guess what i'm trying to say is that when all is said and done, i'm just pretty terrified. of everything. and that's how i've been.
regardless, i guess i'm happier than i have been and i guess i'm doing better than i could be. we don't have enough money to go to england this year, so instead, mommy and i are going to go do hurricain katrina relief work because apparently things are still really fucked down there. also, i'm passing all my classes with grades higher than Ds, and my future is planned out (two years at bergen transfer to montclair live at home). except i'm beginning to consider moving to philidelphia, but apparently i am not considering it that much because i've only discussed it once with one person and that was like two days ago. also, it's a horrifying idea for me, and even though it would be stupidly easy to make the transition, it still isn't here, and there's still something that makes it terrifying.
i guess what i'm trying to say is that when all is said and done, i'm just pretty terrified. of everything. and that's how i've been.