I just had the most fucked up dream I've ever had. Okay this is how it went, somehow my parents got it into their heads that I needed to get married ...
...to save the family honor or something or for money -- I don't remember. So I agreed to it -- and this is how stupid I am. I actually went with it for a while thinking I was in love with someone and was going to marry that person. So we were doing a bunch of wedding plans yada yada while I was still in SCHOOL. Then these girls -- some of the bitches at school who hate/hated me -- laughed at the fact that I said I wanted to be an actor. So I was like, "WTF Bitches, did you just laugh at me" and erupted into these long monologue about their shittyness and general unlikability as people. Then I got really mad and started crying and laid down on Brian's lap for a little while.
Then it's back to the wedding. It's the day before and all the things are basically set up. Hee -- I made my own invitations on photoshop! They had the horse and carriage, all the flowers and the dresses. Then I finally realized I wasn't in love and wasn't going to marry that person. So I ran around like a headless chicken trying to figure it out and apparently I'm marrying some rich chinese/asian kid. My thoughts immediately went to Christopher, and no offence, love, but I seriously cringed. But I bear that down and all and somehow its the day of the wedding. This is the lovely part of the dream -- I had the most gorgeous wedding dress on. If only I could remember the details of it but that dress is definately what I want to wear if and when I do get married. But my hair and makeup isnt done yet and my lips started bleeding! So then the gay guy at my aunt's salon comes and does me all up but gives me like...this retarded updo that looks HORRID. So I jump in the car anyway to get to the bridesroom, have a fib with someone because I wanted to sit at the front with IAN SOMERHALDER cause he was my brother...apparently and sort of. So we talk about it and he asked me if I'm alright and I told him that my heart feels like its about to jump out of my throat. He laughed and then pointed out a group of asian kids playing CHESS in the street and said: "One of those kids is your guy" and I'm like OMG please let it be the one who looks like Brian!
Upon remembering that, I ring up Brian but he wouldn't pick up. So I got out this ultra high tech laptop and like -- send a coded laser beam to Brian's window and it turns out that he's just right outside my window! So I tell him to come that it would mean loads to me and yada yada and he does. Once I get to the bridesroom chamber place overtop the cathedral I call up some other friends telling them they should come - Philippe and somehow Carly or whatever that blonde girls name was in my Drama Class.
At that point I woke up. It was about 1:30 and I wanted to finish my dream so I went back to sleep.
The dream had been so REAL and such but then the actual wedding was in front of a LIVE AUDIENCE and we were on a stage. And we were SINGING. Apparently the guy I'm marrying is this totally adorable, tall asian kid who kinda resembles brian. But he's incredibly vain and one musical # was him trying to find the perfect mirror. It turns out he's not only vain but very valiant cause he liked looking at himself in his mirror that was in the shape of a SWORD. So then we go to the center stage and start SINGING our wedding vows (the traditional ones -- I only did just meet him) and then the curtain closes and he's like: "Kiss me" and so I did. He kissed like Edward, all tongues and teeth asap and his lips were kinda cold. Then the curtain opens again and it opens up to us kissing still. AND HE WONT LET GO! I'm trying to pull away but he won't let me! Finally I whack his arm, step on his foot and then cuddle with him to make it look nice. Everyone's clapping and I'm trying to look happy but was more or less scared. Then the curtain closes, we walk off stage and everyone's like: "Fantastic performance, Reina!" So I go to the dressing rooms and ANNA from the Sears Drama Festival congratulates me and saying how she loved the look on my face after we kissed and how I was struggling as I tried to push him off.
Then my mom woke me up and told me its 3 in the afternoon and that I seriously needed to get my arse out of bed!
WTF , eh?