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Oct 10, 2005 22:59

Tony might be going back out with Angela.. I mean I don't care.. I shouldn't right? God, what is wrong with me? He asked me what I would do and i said nothing not wanting to hurt his feelings or anything.. its just that.. it'll be weird.. seeing them together.. him forgetting about me.. not talking to me.. its gonna be like depression all over again.. the cold winter months and me not talking to him.. god.. i dont know anymore, i honestly do not know.. I'm so confused.. its not even funny.. i don't know who I am, am i a girl, young lady, woman? I feel as if I have no one to talk to.. its just weird for me to see all these couples around high school, holdin' hands, really caring for eachother and than i look at myself and i'm either walking by myself or with jamie.. jamie is about this (-) close to going out with marcus.. melly is close to going out with bekki's cousin.. sam is always flirting with one guy or another, i dunno about gena.. and tony with angela.. and me with... nothing, nada, null, zilch.. AHH! I don't feel like talking to anyone about this, so i just typed it.. maybe someone will read it.. i dunno who.. maybe this entry is not gonna be friends only.. yeah.. i've decided.. lol.. well, i must be off.. i finished my essay, its 2 pages long.. go me! ha ha.. well.. i'm tired.. and i have school.. and i have to put clothes away and get my shit together.. so later!

-Leighanne


Ooh btw, i have a 93 average in german.. whoopadeedoo!
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