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fuck, why do i even go where he works? do i think he'll suddenly want me in a sudden fit of passion, or we'll sit down a talk about our 'fascinating' lives? as soon as i walked into the pub, i decided that i would down as many beers possible before spilling the majority of a pot on someone or vomiting. i'm trying to get over this boy but amazingly enough one of my friends finds it necessary to divert any attention that a male might place on me, onto her.

all i've been doing lately is making massive servings of mac and cheese and drinking/smoking while i watch my friend be an incredible hussy. everything is faaab!