w i s h i n g o n a s t a r [thatyoullcomeback]
.::edit::. that was when i was mad. and now im not. i love my brandon still and im not leaving him and hes not leaving me. i just hope my moms a liar and lets me see him before july. bitch. .::edit::.
whyisthishappeningtome
so i recently had my heart ripped out. yeah it hurts. i cried from 4 am till... hmm well i havent stopped and its 10:28 right now. i dont know what i did wrong. i thought we were perfect. im sorry. i just lost integrity of life. its not fun anymore. nothing is. all my friends barely like me anymore cause i ditched them all for him and now hes gone. what am i suppose to do. i fucking hate myself already and now i really do.
im not gonna write the story and make him look like an asshole, cause trust me, it will. i just am gonna sit here and think about how shitty i was to him and how much i [d e s e r v e] this. and how much i hope he finds someone better. cause he deserves the best. hes amazing in every way. and i cant stand to see him go. but its what he wants. yeah that certain friend who talked to him about breaks. do you just not like me or something? what did i do to you?
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annee
whyisthishappeningtome
so i recently had my heart ripped out. yeah it hurts. i cried from 4 am till... hmm well i havent stopped and its 10:28 right now. i dont know what i did wrong. i thought we were perfect. im sorry. i just lost integrity of life. its not fun anymore. nothing is. all my friends barely like me anymore cause i ditched them all for him and now hes gone. what am i suppose to do. i fucking hate myself already and now i really do.
im not gonna write the story and make him look like an asshole, cause trust me, it will. i just am gonna sit here and think about how shitty i was to him and how much i [d e s e r v e] this. and how much i hope he finds someone better. cause he deserves the best. hes amazing in every way. and i cant stand to see him go. but its what he wants. yeah that certain friend who talked to him about breaks. do you just not like me or something? what did i do to you?
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annee