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Apathy is going to kill me if I don’t wake up, stand up and start resisting. I've been seeing red. Indifference. Apathy. Ha Ha concern ha ha. It’s so fucking cool that I don’t care. It’s so fucking cool that I’m dogmatic. That I’m mediocre. (Cause dude, mediocrity rules man.) It’s so fucking cool that I’m a hater, that I’m boring, that I’m bored, that I don’t write, I don’t read, that I have no passion, that I let it all die. And I can’t fight because I can’t speak because my brain is burning up and I let myself not care about anything (see indifference) for the past two years. It feels like I've just been having sex for the past two years. What the fuck happened to me? I let it all go and now my brain is just mess on the floor over there. So much time slipped away. Resist psychic death resist psychic death resist psychic death resist resist resist. I have no comrades. Maybe 3. Count them. 3. I need you Donna Dresch. I need you Kathleen Hanna. I need you Radio Sloan. I need you my year 11 history teacher. I need direction, I need inspiration, I cannot do this on my own but baby, we’re o so alone.

"I'm a fucking idiot, I still believe I can change the world." - Kathleen Hanna