The things we do to help another...

[magick_goddess]

I got up to my roommates alarm yet again this morning, she gets up an hour before I have to even think of getting up. I’m really going to have to talk to her about not leaving it blaring till I get up to turn it off. It’s really not fair

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[magick_goddess]

Apparently my being annoyed didn't register with her. She had no idea why I was even remotely upset. That upset me even more. I'm so tired of people walking on me and thinking they can just because I'm quiet and reserved. I'm not loud and open like most people, but I'm not most people, I'm me and that's not going to change.

I watched Faith walk away and I don't know why but that made my blood boil. She thought that she was the wronged one, I can't get myself to wrap around that logic and I don't understand what her logic is for some of the things she does.

"Faith." I went after her and she looked annoyed - not surprisingly - and I crossed my arms over my chest and took a deep breath. "I-I'm so-sorry. I shouldn't have...I was wro-." She got this smug look on her face and there was that look in her eyes again and I lost all will to finish what I was saying. "Nevermind." I sighed and shook my head. "I'm not going to b-bother." I was realizing that she wasn't worth the angst or the effort to say I was sorry, it wouldn't phase her, she'd still act how she does. It would take a lot to change her, I can see that.

I started to walk away from her and head back to my dorm. "Someday...s-someday you'll see the world isn't all about you..." I muttered as I shifted my bag on my shoulders as I headed up the path, not looking behind me.