so this year 09 i am distant and silent
nothing more than dew in the morning.. violent oppressive visions of you. I dare to invoke your sorrow... i dare to swallow your pain ..i dare to read your lips..i dare to touch your face..im still trying to find you behind the shattered pieces of glass where you left me.. sometime way back..Im here silent and mourning hungry for pain.. im here silent and mourning trying to uplift my shame .. clicks heels nothings there but dust clicks heels nothings there but rust .... my tears are forming rivers that are following me... swallowing me whole.. im starting to feel like alice trying to find her way home ..im trying to find myself in beneath all these jokes.. im tired or running chasing my own ghost.. im tired of crying ..theres nothing left to mutilate anymore...im tired of crying theres noone here anymore... i remember the day i choked gasping for air .. eager to let go .. i was slipping so silently away.. i saw a visions of my life ..visions of sodom..visions of the heavy nights..visions of my eyes ..my soul getting crucified.. remember the day we wept ..when i looked into your eyes and you whispered the end .. remember you you told me you wouldnt be out of my sight ..that youd pull the trigger on me and classified it under voluntary suicide?? You were inside of me .. filling me with ur sweat blood and cum ..beneath it all .. you were never the one .. YOU NEVER WERE ANYONE.. anyone at all.. this was all a farce and im just another scapegoat for your vengence run.. im just another tested theory in your wicked games of war.. i am just a bump in the road ..to evolutionize your penise and that rotting piece of garbage you call a soul.. there were words exchanged i dont remember much..except that i was the one to blame .. im the one with the face and the name i am the one whore appears like a whore but hiding is the heart of a saint.. but there is war in my eyes and a fist who is afraid to rise.. there is truth in my words.. there is something that has been blurred ..something thats has been changed.. something very obscure there is something not understood... there is something now and between me and you ..
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Arsenik 33 (12:51:44 AM): (Y)
Marilyn6999 (2:02:00 AM): or a bit of both
Marilyn6999 (2:02:01 AM): lol
Arsenik 33 (12:52:24 AM): i can find jobs on craigs list anymore
Marilyn6999 (2:03:48 AM): try
Marilyn6999 (2:03:52 AM): "Blow job"
Marilyn6999 (2:03:59 AM): m sure youll find plenty
Marilyn6999 (2:03:59 AM): lol
Arsenik 33 (12:51:16 AM): I want A JOOOOOB
Marilyn6999 (2:01:33 AM): like awwwww shes so cute
Marilyn6999 (2:01:36 AM): and fuzzy
Marilyn6999 (2:01:41 AM): and awwww
Arsenik 33 (12:51:31 AM): i can just eat hr right UP
Marilyn6999 (2:01:45 AM): FAWK THAT
Arsenik 33 (12:51:39 AM): licky licky
Marilyn6999 (2:01:57 AM): omg its that a threat or a promise
Arsenik 33 (12:51:44 AM): (Y)
Marilyn6999 (2:02:00 AM): or a bit of both
Marilyn6999 (2:02:01 AM): lol
Arsenik 33 (12:52:24 AM): i can find jobs on craigs list anymore
Marilyn6999 (2:03:48 AM): try
Marilyn6999 (2:03:52 AM): "Blow job"
Marilyn6999 (2:03:59 AM): m sure youll find plenty
Marilyn6999 (2:03:59 AM): lol