You can't say you love someone...

Nov 20, 2006 15:28

when deep down you love somebody else.

Not that this pertains towards myself, but towards someone else. I am doing quite well now, I think I have found a sense of peace, at least for the time being and it feels good. I have a feeling that things will defintely work out for the best in the end!

But there is no way to stop someone from making the wrong choice until they realize it on their own. There is only so much that you can tell someone, and usually they will try to go against your wishes to make it work when deep down, it is hard. Sure you may like the person a lot and may at times feel somewhat obligated towards them, but are you really and truly happy?

There is also no way that his relationship with her will end up working. Don't need to say anything about it, it just won't. It will fall apart eventually, and I'm sure they will still end up being friends, but not as close as they once were. He can't commit to her, and he isn't being totally and completely honest with her, like he has been with me.

There is also sooooooo much that she doesn't know. And that information that I have could defintely break this scenario. But I'm not going to be immature about it...she will find out...on her own, and not from me. He is going to have to tell her. If I did say something, it will be the end of their relationship, but I will not do that. She needs to find out on her own.

I can't predict the future or what it holds. As of right now, I need to pass Adult 3. This situation no longer worries me and I don't know why I worried about it for so long. It won't work, something big will happen. If it isn't the pertinent information alone (which I am pretty sure this won't be the only thing) it will be something to go along with it. I have a feeling it's going to end up being like one of those Maury episodes with the cheaters and liars, where those who are cheated on go completely out of control.

Why cheat yourself out of something you are trying to make work, but deep down there will always be that other person there, who has been in your heart all along.

We'll have to see how this plays out. Like I said before, I think (and this is just a guess) that everything that is meant to turn out for the best in the end will. But I'm not worrying about that right now. I'm finishing up my last few months of fun before I'm out of ISU.

Woodfield today...exciting!
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