What is with these television shows aimed towards teens? They're fucking gay. So much has happened while I've been gone. It's almost too much to catch up on, I've pretty much already made my decision. I'm starting over. When I turn 17 I'm going to move into a sober living in Orange County. There is nothing left for me here. The world kept going and changing, while I stayed stationary. It's hard and unless things change sometime soon, I'm going to have to bail or I'll just keep getting fucking high. I'm not sure where my heart is anymore, but I know it's not here.