i suck at life... at it sucks..
When you're left with only a bullet, I'll bring the trigger and a promise to pull it. I'll be the end of everyone thats ever entered your life and taken pieces out of it. I'll give you enough time to regain your composure to recontruct the heart that's torn apart from over exposure. I know forever isn't long enough to forget the faces and places that played out your tragedy....
i have that stuck in my head.. and yea who knows why.. it reminds me of ashley i think and i miss her a whooolleee lot.. i wish i was up there right now and we could put on a sad cd stick some pajamas on and talk all night.... and of course i miss the squad people chris.kyle.micah.rob.sara.corey. ect ect. man this sucks...
my life is going down the shit hole.. im trying to make things work but everytime i try it doesnt help.. i left my medicine at my dads like 3 weeks ago and ive been back to not sleeping again....
this sucks
bad......
me and mike are in the middle of breaking up
which is really taking its toll on me...
and it hurts because i need someone to be there for me in my life right now... and nobody is.. i feel so let down.. and like ive let everyone else down...
i just want everyone in henry county back.. ahhhh this is really hurting annndddd it sucks...... i neeeeeed to get my medicine back..... cuzzz i need sleep.. i feel like im beginning to look like a crack whore......
i realllllyy miss you steven.. life is sucking without you here physically..
i neeeeddd you more than spirtually.. i feel like im being selfish.. but i cant help it... ill always be like this with you.. i just want you back. and i would do anything for it..even if it means i have to join you someday.. im sick of this fucking world man. i wanna be with you bad.. hangign out everyday like old times......
the count is up to loosing 4 people this year... this hurts man.. a lot
i miss you.. i realllllyyy do.
i have that stuck in my head.. and yea who knows why.. it reminds me of ashley i think and i miss her a whooolleee lot.. i wish i was up there right now and we could put on a sad cd stick some pajamas on and talk all night.... and of course i miss the squad people chris.kyle.micah.rob.sara.corey. ect ect. man this sucks...
my life is going down the shit hole.. im trying to make things work but everytime i try it doesnt help.. i left my medicine at my dads like 3 weeks ago and ive been back to not sleeping again....
this sucks
bad......
me and mike are in the middle of breaking up
which is really taking its toll on me...
and it hurts because i need someone to be there for me in my life right now... and nobody is.. i feel so let down.. and like ive let everyone else down...
i just want everyone in henry county back.. ahhhh this is really hurting annndddd it sucks...... i neeeeeed to get my medicine back..... cuzzz i need sleep.. i feel like im beginning to look like a crack whore......
i realllllyy miss you steven.. life is sucking without you here physically..
i neeeeddd you more than spirtually.. i feel like im being selfish.. but i cant help it... ill always be like this with you.. i just want you back. and i would do anything for it..even if it means i have to join you someday.. im sick of this fucking world man. i wanna be with you bad.. hangign out everyday like old times......
the count is up to loosing 4 people this year... this hurts man.. a lot
i miss you.. i realllllyyy do.