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on this day 5 years ago i was in dance class..and i was COMPLETELY confused as to what had just happened..the whole school was kind of in shock..
ill never forget how weird it felt to watch what had happened on tv..
so yeah..
today i stayed home from school sick..i woke up this morning feeling like i was GOING TO DIE. my throat burned. my nose was stuffed up. and i was gagging every 10 minutes because i was going to throw up. gross much? yeah i think so.
thomas drugged me up pretty nice and i slept until 2:00 this afternoon.. woke up..coughed up a long and continued to have a popsicle to help my throat. and believe me.it did. i had a tiny fever this morning too. .but thats gone now, thank god :)
as the day goes on im feeling a little better. so school tomorrow is a must. i have a major test tomorrow..that im not really looking forward to but whatev.
so heathers moving out again, its weird for me..ive gotten used to her being here- but also because i guess i dont really understand it...i had chances to go back home to leave here and go back to the norm, the comfort zone---but i chose to stick with it, live without insurance, live without my family, and live without those litle things that i took for granted. its weird for me because i always concidered her to be so much stronger than me....
i dont know why im so upset about this..i knew it wasnt going to be a forever thing..but i guess i just feel kind of jipped..
i dont know..
life happens, and i support her. i just wish that i would have gotten more than a month and 4 days..or whatever it may be
8 monthes is a long time and im going to miss her..its gonna suck packing up all her stuff again. haha unfortunately its also going to be a day before and send it off thing again XD
lets face it. im bitter.
but you know, shes going to get to be with tyler and i know SO MUCH how important that is. im happy for her :)..even if it doesnt seem like it now :) she came- she experienced and she knows what she wants in life. thats what she came out here to discover and im glad that thomas and i could help her with that <3
and im even more happy that thomas and i were here to help her through a part of her life that im sure was very difficult for her.
i love my heather dawn johnson <3
ill never forget how weird it felt to watch what had happened on tv..
so yeah..
today i stayed home from school sick..i woke up this morning feeling like i was GOING TO DIE. my throat burned. my nose was stuffed up. and i was gagging every 10 minutes because i was going to throw up. gross much? yeah i think so.
thomas drugged me up pretty nice and i slept until 2:00 this afternoon.. woke up..coughed up a long and continued to have a popsicle to help my throat. and believe me.it did. i had a tiny fever this morning too. .but thats gone now, thank god :)
as the day goes on im feeling a little better. so school tomorrow is a must. i have a major test tomorrow..that im not really looking forward to but whatev.
so heathers moving out again, its weird for me..ive gotten used to her being here- but also because i guess i dont really understand it...i had chances to go back home to leave here and go back to the norm, the comfort zone---but i chose to stick with it, live without insurance, live without my family, and live without those litle things that i took for granted. its weird for me because i always concidered her to be so much stronger than me....
i dont know why im so upset about this..i knew it wasnt going to be a forever thing..but i guess i just feel kind of jipped..
i dont know..
life happens, and i support her. i just wish that i would have gotten more than a month and 4 days..or whatever it may be
8 monthes is a long time and im going to miss her..its gonna suck packing up all her stuff again. haha unfortunately its also going to be a day before and send it off thing again XD
lets face it. im bitter.
but you know, shes going to get to be with tyler and i know SO MUCH how important that is. im happy for her :)..even if it doesnt seem like it now :) she came- she experienced and she knows what she wants in life. thats what she came out here to discover and im glad that thomas and i could help her with that <3
and im even more happy that thomas and i were here to help her through a part of her life that im sure was very difficult for her.
i love my heather dawn johnson <3