I'm not good enough
this evtry will be long...or atleast i intend it to be.
okay so today was a horrible day...
i duno what happened, i was just in a bad mood...i went to lunch ate my cucumebrs, and then i told my friend about my lj entrys about her smoking...and she was like well whats wrong, and i just dont know...
so i was like dying, because she was mad at me. and she said she wasnt but she was.
then in gym class, we had to run the mile...i ran 2 laps..i cant do anymore, she doesnt believe me, i will pass out...IM FAT IDIOT! i cant run a mile, i can run 1 lap and walk a lap. thats it! maybe later on i will be but i havent run since august...and i didnt even run that much then..
i miss camp..
one funny thing happened today:
i was walking into the cafeteria, and me and merm saw paula and she was like, OMG I LOVE YOUR CHAIN! what does it do?? i was like, its a wallet..she was like "omg its soo cool, is it attached to your jacket??" and i was like no...and i took off my jacket...and she was like oohh i see its attached to your belt!! and i was like no! its attached to this little belt loop, not the belt..and i took my wallet out. and she was like...do you just let it hang sometimes? and i was like what????????? would you let your wallet just hang..? my school in general is one big ditz..me and merm were walking inside and i was like all my clothes are connected thats how punk rock i am. then paula was like Im punk rock! and merm was lke yeah okay, and paula started singing maroon5...the punk rock this was a joke. i dont consider myself anything..but it was funny.
pinky swear
"i wish you would step back from that ledge my friend"
i like that song...
i feel like the fat kid...
i need a hair cut.
also, i came home today and april was like, i just cleaned the whole house so be neat...i was like my room was clean wasnt it? ( it was pretty damn clean if i do say so myself) and she was like no. i was like wtf? she was like i spent like 45 minutes on it...just because her children are germphobes, and i could give 2 shits less about how clean my room is, doesnt mean that it wasnt clean, because it was. im just not good enough for anybody
i cant wait for thursday, LE ANTI FLAG CONCERT IS GONNA BE OFF DA HEEZY FO SHEEZY y0!
okay so today was a horrible day...
i duno what happened, i was just in a bad mood...i went to lunch ate my cucumebrs, and then i told my friend about my lj entrys about her smoking...and she was like well whats wrong, and i just dont know...
so i was like dying, because she was mad at me. and she said she wasnt but she was.
then in gym class, we had to run the mile...i ran 2 laps..i cant do anymore, she doesnt believe me, i will pass out...IM FAT IDIOT! i cant run a mile, i can run 1 lap and walk a lap. thats it! maybe later on i will be but i havent run since august...and i didnt even run that much then..
i miss camp..
one funny thing happened today:
i was walking into the cafeteria, and me and merm saw paula and she was like, OMG I LOVE YOUR CHAIN! what does it do?? i was like, its a wallet..she was like "omg its soo cool, is it attached to your jacket??" and i was like no...and i took off my jacket...and she was like oohh i see its attached to your belt!! and i was like no! its attached to this little belt loop, not the belt..and i took my wallet out. and she was like...do you just let it hang sometimes? and i was like what????????? would you let your wallet just hang..? my school in general is one big ditz..me and merm were walking inside and i was like all my clothes are connected thats how punk rock i am. then paula was like Im punk rock! and merm was lke yeah okay, and paula started singing maroon5...the punk rock this was a joke. i dont consider myself anything..but it was funny.
pinky swear
"i wish you would step back from that ledge my friend"
i like that song...
i feel like the fat kid...
i need a hair cut.
also, i came home today and april was like, i just cleaned the whole house so be neat...i was like my room was clean wasnt it? ( it was pretty damn clean if i do say so myself) and she was like no. i was like wtf? she was like i spent like 45 minutes on it...just because her children are germphobes, and i could give 2 shits less about how clean my room is, doesnt mean that it wasnt clean, because it was. im just not good enough for anybody
i cant wait for thursday, LE ANTI FLAG CONCERT IS GONNA BE OFF DA HEEZY FO SHEEZY y0!