May 25, 2005 20:52
I am so FUCKED . Like you dont even fucking understand.
I am most likley going to fail the year.
The best thing I can get right now is summer school
Im grounded till school is out
Might not go on the trip
Jackie is going away for 3 weeks.
I have to work my fucking ass off till the last day of school.
I am in fights with 750276290678961 people
& I am acting liek an ass to everyone without even knowing it.
So yes, aparently, I am depressed? which is total bull. Im not depressed. Am I? They say its this weird medication that they gave me. But I dont know what they are thinking .. because, im not.
I dont have words that describe what I am feeling right now.
This isnt one of those little fucking things i will get over in a day or two.
I have been in a such a bad mood on & off latley.
This is basicly it for me.