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its easy to pretend that i dont care. just put a smile on my face. and continue my life like he was not a big part of it. been keeping busy. busy enough to make no time to think about the guy who i cared for for years. all ive been doing is burying my feelings waaaaaaaaaay deep in my heart and my mind.
but that approach doesnt work does it??
when we broke up...i cried for one whole day and i dont recall crying about him afterwards. the night after, iggy and carlos took me out...that night i felt like everything would be alright. ive been going out all the time since then...its been wat like 3 weeks?? i dunno. i havent talked about whatever happend since then either.
and tonight...it all caught up with me. why did i start thinking about him??? why am i still crying about it??
i guess its still fresh to me. i dont know if its ok to talk/cry about him...i just want to know if hes alright...what hes going to do with his situation...whats he going to do to get his life straight...i dont want to care, but i do.
but that approach doesnt work does it??
when we broke up...i cried for one whole day and i dont recall crying about him afterwards. the night after, iggy and carlos took me out...that night i felt like everything would be alright. ive been going out all the time since then...its been wat like 3 weeks?? i dunno. i havent talked about whatever happend since then either.
and tonight...it all caught up with me. why did i start thinking about him??? why am i still crying about it??
i guess its still fresh to me. i dont know if its ok to talk/cry about him...i just want to know if hes alright...what hes going to do with his situation...whats he going to do to get his life straight...i dont want to care, but i do.