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its been a year and u still havent let me in. i wish u didnt wish to be a better bf. u should just be. im sick of it. i give and give to make ur life easier and it only back fires on me. who would want to be commited to someone who doesnt show u any affection or love? what kind of girlfriend are you looking for?
why do i have to be punished for wanting to be around the person i love. why do u tell me u love me and not show it? its all talk... this relationship on ur side has been all talk.
its so hard to let it go.
these past three months have been the worst time of my life. and i bet u dont know it. i dont think anyone knows what i have been through. being reminded of it every single day doesnt help at all. i wish it had never happend to me. it fucked me up physically and emotionally.
both have left me heartbroken.
im alone. i feel alone.
nevermind.
why do i have to be punished for wanting to be around the person i love. why do u tell me u love me and not show it? its all talk... this relationship on ur side has been all talk.
its so hard to let it go.
these past three months have been the worst time of my life. and i bet u dont know it. i dont think anyone knows what i have been through. being reminded of it every single day doesnt help at all. i wish it had never happend to me. it fucked me up physically and emotionally.
both have left me heartbroken.
im alone. i feel alone.
nevermind.