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Yeah I know nobody reads this. Oh well...I'm just looking forward to graduation and I only hope that when it comes, I'll be able to see it for what I want it to be. The whole doorway to my future, and whatnot. It's so weird to think that in two months and five days I won't be in high school, and in five months I will have already started classes at a new school in a new place. I've never been to a new school in a new place. I'm looking forward to it. Right now, I am so frustrated with things here that I can't wait to leave. I'm tired of people here in general. A lot of people here--not everyone--have the same apathetic mindset, the same complaints, the same point of view, the same everything. I hope I don't come off as that way...with my luck I'm sure I do. I just can't care about things anymore...it's so hard.
Pretty soon I'll be writing (somewhere or another) about how I'm finally out of PCHS...then probably about how I wish I was younger, much younger...then about how effing excited I am about leaving...then how sad I am about saying goodbye...then about how nervous I am...I'll be making so many terrible first impressions soon...the people I've grown to like a great deal, I made really awful first impressions on. Haha. And then...I HOPE things will have fallen into place, in a really good way.
Gosh. I don't really know what to think. I don't know specifically what I want, but I have a fairly good idea.
Pretty soon I'll be writing (somewhere or another) about how I'm finally out of PCHS...then probably about how I wish I was younger, much younger...then about how effing excited I am about leaving...then how sad I am about saying goodbye...then about how nervous I am...I'll be making so many terrible first impressions soon...the people I've grown to like a great deal, I made really awful first impressions on. Haha. And then...I HOPE things will have fallen into place, in a really good way.
Gosh. I don't really know what to think. I don't know specifically what I want, but I have a fairly good idea.