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I haven't been able to keep someone off my mind
I obsess over things really badly, I mean all kinds of things
Haha
Gosh I've been feeling so lame lately
Mandy said she'd call on the way home so I don't know if she isn't on the way home yet or forgot or just changed her mind completely
I don't know
I'm listening to the Format which usually can make anything feel better
I mean anything
But now it can't bring me out of whatever it is I'm in
I really don't like this
Everything's been pretty good lately mostly
I got my car back today
I went to the Nextel place to see Dax about a job and he wasn't there
But I did see someone that wow I haven't spoken to in a really long time
I was like, "wow."
I don't know
I went to Carvel and they didn't have any applications so that was a whole trip out there for nothing
But at least I got to get out of the house...like I wish I could now but I have nowhere to go
My sister has the phone
I just took a nap and I felt like I had been asleep for days but I looked at the clock and it had only been an hour
Hahahaha
I've wanted to play my drums with my special ride and all but everybody's been watching tv or on the phone or something else ALL THE TIME so I can't
I hate it more than anything when people say "I'll call you" and don't
It's mostly just this one person
But yeah I hate it all the time gosh
And I hate that there's a hole in my door that's not supposed to be there
Gosh
I'm nothing but a disappointment
Except in CALCULUS I'm awesome.
I obsess over things really badly, I mean all kinds of things
Haha
Gosh I've been feeling so lame lately
Mandy said she'd call on the way home so I don't know if she isn't on the way home yet or forgot or just changed her mind completely
I don't know
I'm listening to the Format which usually can make anything feel better
I mean anything
But now it can't bring me out of whatever it is I'm in
I really don't like this
Everything's been pretty good lately mostly
I got my car back today
I went to the Nextel place to see Dax about a job and he wasn't there
But I did see someone that wow I haven't spoken to in a really long time
I was like, "wow."
I don't know
I went to Carvel and they didn't have any applications so that was a whole trip out there for nothing
But at least I got to get out of the house...like I wish I could now but I have nowhere to go
My sister has the phone
I just took a nap and I felt like I had been asleep for days but I looked at the clock and it had only been an hour
Hahahaha
I've wanted to play my drums with my special ride and all but everybody's been watching tv or on the phone or something else ALL THE TIME so I can't
I hate it more than anything when people say "I'll call you" and don't
It's mostly just this one person
But yeah I hate it all the time gosh
And I hate that there's a hole in my door that's not supposed to be there
Gosh
I'm nothing but a disappointment
Except in CALCULUS I'm awesome.