the reason angels have wings...
a month allllmost since i last updated so comment and make this worth the five minutes that i spent telling u about my meek life : )
i got my hair cut today.... my hair.... got cut....
im picking up alix from school tomorrowwwww i love her!!
alot of people are not doing well i dunno sometimes i think im suurounded with other peoples pain which sucks and i wish i could change it but i cant...
the life ive been living is a "get over it" lifestyle i dont like it but how am i gonna avoid it...
sooooo wat seems to be the easy way out of a tough situation and how come most people that just read this probably thought killing ureself... yeahhhhh i know thats wat u thought. i dunno why that goes through everyones mind at least through mine as a first instinct to get out of trouble... driving home on the freeway its like 11 at night wat if i just let go of the wheel and let it drift i dunno wat would happen... i know at least one person that feels this way and right now im most attached to them as a friend...
so i dunno i think alot of people have contemplated the suicidal way out of things and some people have carried out their fucking unneeded endings to life...
i dont want to have to write songs on suicide and death all of the time anymore why is it that thats the one thing that goes through my head the most and the sad part is that im not the only one who feels this way soooooo many other people do and i feel bad for them at the same time...
pain doesnt fade easily...
but some take a shot to the head to end it quickly...
i got my hair cut today.... my hair.... got cut....
im picking up alix from school tomorrowwwww i love her!!
alot of people are not doing well i dunno sometimes i think im suurounded with other peoples pain which sucks and i wish i could change it but i cant...
the life ive been living is a "get over it" lifestyle i dont like it but how am i gonna avoid it...
sooooo wat seems to be the easy way out of a tough situation and how come most people that just read this probably thought killing ureself... yeahhhhh i know thats wat u thought. i dunno why that goes through everyones mind at least through mine as a first instinct to get out of trouble... driving home on the freeway its like 11 at night wat if i just let go of the wheel and let it drift i dunno wat would happen... i know at least one person that feels this way and right now im most attached to them as a friend...
so i dunno i think alot of people have contemplated the suicidal way out of things and some people have carried out their fucking unneeded endings to life...
i dont want to have to write songs on suicide and death all of the time anymore why is it that thats the one thing that goes through my head the most and the sad part is that im not the only one who feels this way soooooo many other people do and i feel bad for them at the same time...
pain doesnt fade easily...
but some take a shot to the head to end it quickly...