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[__thecitylites]

an infinite fall
and an impact of defeat
only to be built up once more
a foundation of stone
with questionable stability
but the curiousity of what lies ahead
is it just a set up
a trap led by faith
a stupid boy with stupid hope
this story sickens me
dieing to tell a new tale
but i am stuck on repeat
someone
anyone
i didnt think so
but should i take it
until it is ripped from these clenched hands
oh i want to
but then there is doubt
that the seasons will change
the foundation will shatter
rock turn to rubble
abandoned and aged
until another false hope arises
fuck doubt
who am i to be a coward
so shy to take a chance
i look across the street
though i am blind, paralized and in submission
so here it comes again
a test of patience
collisions and crashes
bruising and bleeding
if only someone could comprehend
how dare i wish upon such a terror
stop reading now
you shouldnt have to
a worthless treasure
with an unknown value
because no one cared
to keep it