just don't.
please. i'd love to know why certain people continually think that they understand exactly what i'm going through. alright.. it's entirely possible that they may have similar feelings and have gone through similar situations as i am now.. but in all actuality - everyone is different.
i am by no means blaming anyone or specifically pointing any fingers to any one person. i just don't need or appreciate people pretending that they ''get it.'' because they don't. i don't need advice telling me how they got through it and what i need to do to push through it for myself. i'm my own person. i need to learn for myself how to overcome this. please don't get me wrong though. i really appreciate all that everyone is trying to do to help me. but what it comes down to is that i need to experience these things for myself and until i do.. i'm going to continue feeling the way that i do now.
and i'm trying. i really am trying to like it here and to figure everything out that's going on inside my own head. but if there's one thing that i do know.. it's that that process is going to take time. and there's nothing that i can do to rush it, although trust me when i say i would do anything to get past all of this as quickly as humanly possible. but it'll come eventually.. and no matter what and when that is.. it's going to take time.
despite all of that.. i love you all and am so thankful to have friends that care about me so much. thank you <3
i am by no means blaming anyone or specifically pointing any fingers to any one person. i just don't need or appreciate people pretending that they ''get it.'' because they don't. i don't need advice telling me how they got through it and what i need to do to push through it for myself. i'm my own person. i need to learn for myself how to overcome this. please don't get me wrong though. i really appreciate all that everyone is trying to do to help me. but what it comes down to is that i need to experience these things for myself and until i do.. i'm going to continue feeling the way that i do now.
and i'm trying. i really am trying to like it here and to figure everything out that's going on inside my own head. but if there's one thing that i do know.. it's that that process is going to take time. and there's nothing that i can do to rush it, although trust me when i say i would do anything to get past all of this as quickly as humanly possible. but it'll come eventually.. and no matter what and when that is.. it's going to take time.
despite all of that.. i love you all and am so thankful to have friends that care about me so much. thank you <3