youve always been there....

[__the__truth__]

this has the best layout...i think i like this journal..for its name.and layout.

ive been thinking alot lately for alot has happened..

i screwed things up with vinnie.
we had an amazing friendship
and the second things get tough
i become childish
i jsut dont want to see him hurt again
that is all
it would be a lie if i said i didnt have some feelings for him
but i also have feelings for chris
and im uncertain about alot of things
i care about him so much
and that will never change
but as of now and probly as of forever
all we have is a friendship
and to be blessed with that much
from a wonderful perosn
that alone brightens my day

i guess i dont like being alone
but who dose
i like looking forward to someone
and thats how it was id look
forward to seeing him after class
chris says that its life not always
looking forward to something
he says all i need to do is move on
not to someone else
just away from him
i could agree more
i just wish he wasnt angry with me
and i didnt mess things up.