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I hate a few things and only a few things.
-Gossip
-Being plain
-Old men.
I hate myself at times and this is one of the times. I hate that I am not pretty; I am plain with brown hair and brown eyes. I hate that I am a teenager. I hate when people piss me off.
I have normal feelings and I want to know what it is like to be held and kissed. Impossible though. I am not beautiful. My hands are stained with blood since I often kill a person with a weapon in hand. I do not know how to be a girl. When I do try I come off as idiotic.
I shouldn’t even worry. I mean, all the males here are only interested in women from other areas. They are more exotic, more feminine, more…everything.
I am just me and that isn’t enough for anyone. Even if I have tried already to change myself to someone's liking, I shouldn't.
Ha, and being a flirt is never a good thing. Once you find the one you truly adored, he doesn't believe you.
-Gossip
-Being plain
-Old men.
I hate myself at times and this is one of the times. I hate that I am not pretty; I am plain with brown hair and brown eyes. I hate that I am a teenager. I hate when people piss me off.
I have normal feelings and I want to know what it is like to be held and kissed. Impossible though. I am not beautiful. My hands are stained with blood since I often kill a person with a weapon in hand. I do not know how to be a girl. When I do try I come off as idiotic.
I shouldn’t even worry. I mean, all the males here are only interested in women from other areas. They are more exotic, more feminine, more…everything.
I am just me and that isn’t enough for anyone. Even if I have tried already to change myself to someone's liking, I shouldn't.
Ha, and being a flirt is never a good thing. Once you find the one you truly adored, he doesn't believe you.