Oct 25, 2004 23:26
I wish something good would happen.
Just right now, something lovely.
Why is that so much to ask for?
So, I have to come up with $1,152.66 within the next 6months, for insurance for my car. It should be interesting since I don't have a job, or feel like working period. beat.
My grandfather is becoming terribly sick, and I don't even know what will happen if he isn't around. He's only been there for me every day of my fucking life. He pays all the bills, he does EVERYTHING around here. But, I guess thats just a part of life.
It's shitty not having anyone around to talk to about this kind of stuff.
Things can go downhill so quickly.
These fucking stupid journal entries. I can't even type like I used to anymore. I can't do anything like I used to be able to do. I don't even smile anymore.
Well, I think I am done complaining.
I know everything will look up eventually, and I know I shouldn't let half the things I let bother me, bother me, but pretty soon, everything will be normal again.
At least the season is changing. I could use that.
& i promise i'm not looking for your sympathy, not at all.