update <3

[__takemeaway__]

Well I haven't really been updating because most of you, (not all) don't mean anything to me, so I didn't think you sould have the privledge of hearing about whats going on in my life, but I'm bored so here it goes

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Re: here goes nothing.

[gunshotsymphony]

I never said it was you. but i figured you knew who it was. thats why i asked you. and that post about dwelling on peoples lives wasnt to you. yea i did say you were starting drama, but thats when you IMed me after i changed my screen name and you still found it. I didnt want anyone to know it. only about 3 people did at the time. but now we are getting off the subject.

I understand the whole Taryn and Kelly thing. and i havent hung out with them in at least a month besides when they are at a show im at or whatever. the only person i hang out with now is my boyfriend and Krista. becuase of exactly what you have just said. I dont let taryn and kelly walk all over me anymore. thats why we havent been getting along that well lately. when they do somthing shitty, i say somthing.

I COMPLETELY understand about the "friends" situation.

I know you just wanted the best for me, but i just wish you could understand that the best for you isnt always whats best for me. im not talking about taryn and kelly anymore. I know you look at where im at in life right now and think Im being an idiot with staying at the job im at and not going to school. but its where i am, and i like it here for now. I do plan on making a future for myself. Ive already told you what i want to do and as soon as im capable of doing it, i will.

I know we probably will never be like we were...but I dont want us to dislike eachother.

Re: here goes nothing.

[__takemeaway__]

okay, sorry it took so long to get back to you, but I have been busy.

as for the post about me dwelling on other peoples lives, yes it was to me, because right after I im'd you you posted that, lol But anyway.

Glad to know you aren't letting people take you for granted, you don't need it.

And yes, I do want the best for you. And I do know whats best for me isn't for you. It's something that I have forgot about a long time ago. You are having fun right now, living your life. I had my fun, partying, hanging out with my friends all the time, which is not bad in the least bit. But I am just growing up, it takes some people more time than others to realize what is important in life. It took me a while, and i realized, if I want to go somewhere in life, and make money, I'm going to have to apply myself.. And thats all I'm doing.

I don't hate you Cassie, i dont dislike you, but the things you said about me, were hurtful.

Re: here goes nothing.

[gunshotsymphony]

the post wasnt directly towards you. yes, it did apply to the situation, but it wasnt only for you. remeber, im cassie...drama is always surrounding me.

as for the things i said about you...I dont remeber saying things about you besides that you all were creating drama. but if i did say anything else im sorry for it. The things you said to me were quite hurtful too. and i didnt have just you saying things...I had all 3 of you.

anyways sorry for it all.

Re: here goes nothing.

[gunshotsymphony]

holy typos.