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You know, I keep saying I couldn't be happier, but...it seems that every day that passes by, I end up telling lie. Every day I seem to be happier. Is that possible? Is there such thing as too much happiness? lol It's crazy, but I'm loving it. I have everything I could possibly want in my life right now, except my father.
My mom, is the best mom ever, I don't care what you guys say. I love her to death and she has put up with ALOT of my shit, and she never gave up on me. We are so close and If I could give her the world, I would.
My sister, our age difference kinda kept us from getting close when we were growing up, she seemed to have hated me. I would have too, I was a shithead. But the past couple years we have become really close, shes not just my sister, shes my friend.
My amazing boyfriend, WOW. What we have is so special, and it's rare to find the happiness we have. Everything about him is perfect. I love him dearly. He is a part of me, he definatly filled a huge whole in my heart, without him, I'd be lost. I feel like I have known him for years, yet, it's only been a month. Since the day we got together I've been on cloud 9. I didn't think it was possible for these kind of feelings. This is what true love is all about. We met on New Years, got together about a week after, moved in about a week and a half after that and its been a month now. How is that for moving fast paced? But you know...none of it bothers me. Everything happens for a reason, Mike is a blessing to me and I am very lucky to have someone as wonderful as him.
My friends, my true friends anyhow. Thank you guys for being you.
Cassie, you kick ass, and I love you. Ever since we were little tots we've been close, from going to the skating rink to going to Ybor we always have fun. Give us some Corona and a dumpster and we call it a night. Just us being together acting like retards could entertain me for hours. lol ;)
Shayna, hmmm. Well, even after that fucked up shit you've done to me numerous times-From you completely breaking my trust from you, to your shit talking, I still love you. I'm still pissed off at you because what you did was wrong. The appologies you are giving to me are not genuine because you always must laugh somewhere in the times you are doing so.. It's not a joke Shayna, you seriously hurt my feelings, and my emotions are not something to be laughed at. I miss you alot, but currently, you suck. end of story.
Trisha, I wish you could tell Matt that you are friends with me. It doesn't make me feel too good knowing that you have to lie to him in order to hang out with me. Or, knowing that you will hang out when you guys are fighting, or hes at work...when its convienent for you, not both of us. I want to be your friend all the time, not just when he's not around.
Everyone else, you guys kick ass, ;)
I've had such an awesome day today and it's only going to get 492850275897589437 times better when Mike gets home from work, can't wait :)
Sorry I was babbling, just some things I wanted to get off my chest <3
My mom, is the best mom ever, I don't care what you guys say. I love her to death and she has put up with ALOT of my shit, and she never gave up on me. We are so close and If I could give her the world, I would.
My sister, our age difference kinda kept us from getting close when we were growing up, she seemed to have hated me. I would have too, I was a shithead. But the past couple years we have become really close, shes not just my sister, shes my friend.
My amazing boyfriend, WOW. What we have is so special, and it's rare to find the happiness we have. Everything about him is perfect. I love him dearly. He is a part of me, he definatly filled a huge whole in my heart, without him, I'd be lost. I feel like I have known him for years, yet, it's only been a month. Since the day we got together I've been on cloud 9. I didn't think it was possible for these kind of feelings. This is what true love is all about. We met on New Years, got together about a week after, moved in about a week and a half after that and its been a month now. How is that for moving fast paced? But you know...none of it bothers me. Everything happens for a reason, Mike is a blessing to me and I am very lucky to have someone as wonderful as him.
My friends, my true friends anyhow. Thank you guys for being you.
Cassie, you kick ass, and I love you. Ever since we were little tots we've been close, from going to the skating rink to going to Ybor we always have fun. Give us some Corona and a dumpster and we call it a night. Just us being together acting like retards could entertain me for hours. lol ;)
Shayna, hmmm. Well, even after that fucked up shit you've done to me numerous times-From you completely breaking my trust from you, to your shit talking, I still love you. I'm still pissed off at you because what you did was wrong. The appologies you are giving to me are not genuine because you always must laugh somewhere in the times you are doing so.. It's not a joke Shayna, you seriously hurt my feelings, and my emotions are not something to be laughed at. I miss you alot, but currently, you suck. end of story.
Trisha, I wish you could tell Matt that you are friends with me. It doesn't make me feel too good knowing that you have to lie to him in order to hang out with me. Or, knowing that you will hang out when you guys are fighting, or hes at work...when its convienent for you, not both of us. I want to be your friend all the time, not just when he's not around.
Everyone else, you guys kick ass, ;)
I've had such an awesome day today and it's only going to get 492850275897589437 times better when Mike gets home from work, can't wait :)
Sorry I was babbling, just some things I wanted to get off my chest <3