everything SEEMS to be going good but i still feel like something is wrong
ok so since school has started i have lost about all my best friends 3 again this week cuz they moved over the summer or jus n the past days it is killing me I HATE SCHOOL i swear it i dont go out every weekend like i used to and i still have those firends you talk to in the hallways but there not the best friends that u do everything with and yea ive made some awsome freinds this year on swim team and i love being on swim team cuz well everyone is awsome like tyler he is 1 of my best friends now but he is a freshman so i have like 2 years to hang with him and them i am gone and i have sophmore friends but hey i am leaving them to so ill b goin to college soon most likely alone and eveyone says yea we will keep in touch and it never happens and i dont want that my friends are to fuking awsome 4 them just to b memories and yall r reading this thinking wht a retard why is he thinking this he is only a junior but time goes by to fast and i dont want it to and when i go to college i want it to be with friends i wish time would freeze and i could be in highschool 4 ever and alot of pple are like wtf no i hate school well i dont care all the drama all the homework at least on the weekends and at night and hell during school you are with friends. who can honestly say that when u graduate ull b with best friends and ull go to college with them and b friends 4ever whoever can say that i envy you u have no idea how lucky yall are . Went to homecoming las night and it was awsome omg so many hott girls and everyone actually danced or at least tried too and I hung out with everybody i wanted to i danced the entire night but out of eveyone i danced with i only knew 2 or 3 of them but while i was there i see all these pple there who are with their group of best friends and everyone knowing eachother from sense like elementary id b happy if i had all my friends from middle school with me but kno they are at lakeland and probaly dont even remeber me and who can blame them i hardly remember them and i dont want to say i feel left out when i am with my knew friends cuz its not like i can say hey i didnt kno you when that happened dont talk bout it or like come on guys share that memory with me cuz i wasnt there 4 it ................ i want to be at school rite now lol ....ON a happier note i am watching JUMANJI which it is a cool movie.. AND NOW I AM HUNGRY
as always i love kaelyn and i am the 0-1 original