We've got one life to live, we've got to make a change!

Dec 05, 2004 20:16

Hello World-
So in two more days I'll be 18! I'm kinda excited. So far I've gotten two cards, one from my aunt and then one from my Grandpa and Grandma Slomski- they sent me $15. Hah. So remember last entry when I told you about this girl that I was being set up with? Wow.
Well.. Today, I knew it was going to happen today, so alllll day I was extremely nervous! I don't know why? I just get all weird about stuff! I had a lot of chores and stuff to do, and I just barely made it to Aaron's house on time. So we left his house around 5.. and we went to pick up his girlfriend, and also her sister. We were going to meet this girl in Toledo with her Mom, so I was kinda--eehh about it yanno, I thought it would ve weird. BUT we got to Toledo, and we were walking around the mall and then all of a sudden Britney goes; "Hey, there she is!" and I see this gourgous girl, I was thinking in my head, "nah, thats not her." So I looked beyond her and looked for some other girl, and sure enough it was her. Aaron was like; "Thats her dude!" I was impressed. She was really pretty. But really small! Wow, she really reminded me of Avril Lavigne in the face. Medium length dirty brown hair, Really small cute face, it was awesome. A little acne, but it wasn't bad! ..and she wasn't a makeup freak either! So it was cool. Aaron and I got dragged into all these chick stores, it was...slow, but it wasn't bad. We really didn't get to say to much to eachother or anything like that, besides just a little hey junk here and there, yanno. But we didn't really hit it off, if you know what I mean. We ended up going out to eat at Red Robins, and we were setup so that we both sat in the back seat, which was cool. She actually sat next to me. So we get there, and it is also setup to where she is sat accross the table from me, which was another bonus! We ended up talking more that way, lots of little gigles and stuff, but for the most part, I made myself really queit! I hate that! I'm extremely outgoing around certian people, and then others-nope, sorry. But it's not like I'm frozen up or anything. But, we really didn't click once agian. I really wanted to bring up the whole religious thing, but it felt so weird being around them too. So it was the first time that I have ever been sang to at a returaunt, and I got a free sundae, I was happy. To eat I had a shroom/ swiss burger, oh man it was good. She didn't have anything but an ice water with a lot of lemons..so, another bird eater. She was tiny man, honestly! But after that we went home, the drive home was cool. We talked a lil more then, we talked about our interests in musicals, she talked about her Dad's intrest in cars and stuff like that so it was cool. Took her home, and then took Britney home. Aaron and I talked about how I thought things went. I basically told him this; I didn't think we hit it off like we are going to get married tommorrow, but then agian, it wasn't to the point where it was like; "Hell no, I'm never talking to her agian!" I was very attracted to her, and over all she seemed really nice, and down to earth. I also mentioned to him that I thought it was awesome that she was religous! We didn't get in detail at all, but I knew it was serious when Britney pointed out that we needed to watch our language around her! Oh man, I can't tell you how great that made me feel! Wow. Just to hear those words! Anyways, I finally get home, and Aaron called, he was on the phone with Britney too and he said that they were going to set us up next week agian. At some play. Well, I have to work, but I'm gonna try my hardest to get out of it! Anyways, Britney called me, and we were talking and she really broke it down for me. She said that 'the girl' (we'll call her) is really shy in the same way as me, and that she said 'the girl' acted really weird tonight and around me, so that kinda boosted me up. AND also we talked about how strong in her faith she was, and oh man that was awesome to hear! Wow! ..Britney basically spoke it as we WERE going to date, and I don't know how happy that made me, because she had noooo clue what 'the girl' was thinking at all. For all I know, she could have thought I was the ugliest thing on this earth and the most boring person in the world. Britney also told me that she had never had a boyfriend and the closest person to one was a millionare and he was extremely attractive, which could be a downer. All in all, I will find out tommorrow what her first impressions of me were. So I am kinda excited. I'm sure Britney will tell her everything I say, which will either be good or bad. Britney told me that she wanted a good solid friendship before anything, so I could do nothing but cheer to that. ANYWAYS- to close this up, I just wanted to say that I really hope everything is cool. She has a lot that I want. Looks, funny personality, and most important- an AWESOME relationship with the guy upstairs! Wow. The only thing that worries me is her being shy. Thats it. So, hopefully she things everything with me is cool. We'll see tommorrow, tommorrow is also younglife, and she might be there. I'm pretty excited.
One bad thing about tonight was that I kept on seeing so many things that reminded me of Drew. Oh man.. It sucked. So I will have to work on that. This song is so great about what I am going through right now, I can't believe how awesome God is that he works his words through music like this. http://www.christianrocklyrics.com/hastetheday/theclosestthingtoclosure.php
So overall a good weekend, I'm excited for Tuesday, and the weekend to come. I'll update tommorrow ninjaaaa! God Bless you all in a million and a half ways!
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