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I hear the song by Eve6 on the radio today called; "Here's To The Night." I've always liked that song. I like to look back on all the old mid nineties songs that I liked and listen to them. When I try to think about all of them when I am downloading music, I never can......but then when I hear them I'm like - Yeah! So I decided to take note of this one. I got the lyrics as soon as I got in the house. I really like the song, and the guys voice is great. Anyway.
Not much has been up really. Work has sucked! Randy was a ball sack today. I hope he leaves soon. Last weekend we all went down to Toledo to see the illegal bike races. GREAT TIME! Cory got pulled over on the free way going 109 in a 65! Wow. That sucked! But man did we have fun seeing those bikes race! They were freaking flying! Literally! They were going so fast they were comming off of the ground. The whole atmosphere was great! I felt so......uhh...bad? I dunno. Like I said it was illegal to do this, so it was so under ground and organized. I loved it. Great time.
I miss Drew so much. She called me last Thursday, when I expected her to call me earlier in the week so we could watch "help," but I guess she really didn't care. So she called me on Thursday, and usually when she calls me we do something together. Well, we didn't. So I was kinda bummed about that; and before we hung up I told her to give me a call when she has some time to do something. I haven't spoken with her since. Screw it man, I'm not calling her agian.............I guess we are working around her busy scheduel now. ......and I never call her? What? ....and I made a decision (prior to this event) that I will not get back with her until she is 100% sure that she wants to be with me......there are so many other factors involved, but this is the main one. I went back over what happened back in December and it sucked. ....and you know what? The sad thing was, back then, I had no clue what even happened. I guess I had it so packed into my head that she wouldn't do anything that I wouldn't believe it. I should have. If it were now, it would have neen over. No matter what? "I love you!" What? Are you serious? Anyways, I am tired of ranting. That is all in the past, and I am all over it and have givin her all of the forgivness that she could possibly have, but it still sticks out in my head. I am over it though........is she? I want to see her. Band camp is comming next week, I guess. She will be gone for a week. I hope she can find time in her scheduel to fit me in. A while ago, she asked me to go to Warped Tour. In a way, I wanted to go, and in another I didn't. I never really have fun when I'm with her. Hell, two concerts that I have been to with her, she has ignored me. So, maybe if I wasn't busy anyways, I wouldn't have gone with her. Oh well..... I can't wait until freakin' Indy! yeaaaayuh! It's gonna be crunk man. It's a big three day car show at a camp ground that is supposed to be off the chain. I am sooo excited! ..and then Saturday, I am going to Cedar Point with Ben. I'm looking forward to that as well. On another note, I met this guy (Jay) and he was telling me about his car that he was selling. 1969 Chevelle - only 400 miles on NEW motor and trans. And supposivly the car is from texas.....................guess how much he wants for it? $2000! I bet I can get it off of him for $1800. ..and I talked to Billy yesterday, and he said he had my old car up for sale and that it needed an alternator! ..The 6000 is a great car, and I dearly miss it, so wouldn't it be bad to have a freaking winter car to work on and then have my 6000 to drive still? Hell yeah.... but I still have to sell my Mazda, and I really don't want to get rid of it. Oi..... Decisions decisions........ Pastor Steve talked about relationships last Wednesday, and that is what made me realize even more stuff about Drew.... We did need that break. All these things that God has been trying to communicate to me is all making since later in the future... It's great! I don't know if this is really a break or not.... I wish I knew Drew's fealings about this.... thats another thing we need to improve on..... agian - Maturity. Well... It's late, I think I am gonna be the only guy there in the morning and the painters are doing all of the hallways and junk, so I am not looking forward to going in at all..... Maybe I will leave early. Anyway....... Good night world... I really don't like all of these new people comming to my journal, but whatever floats your boat I guess. I made this for myself to look back on..... Oh well... God, this is the closest I've been in a while....... Keep me with you, Lord. "He needs us, just as we need him" - Mortal Treason!
I miss you Drew. - Don't leave me.
Not much has been up really. Work has sucked! Randy was a ball sack today. I hope he leaves soon. Last weekend we all went down to Toledo to see the illegal bike races. GREAT TIME! Cory got pulled over on the free way going 109 in a 65! Wow. That sucked! But man did we have fun seeing those bikes race! They were freaking flying! Literally! They were going so fast they were comming off of the ground. The whole atmosphere was great! I felt so......uhh...bad? I dunno. Like I said it was illegal to do this, so it was so under ground and organized. I loved it. Great time.
I miss Drew so much. She called me last Thursday, when I expected her to call me earlier in the week so we could watch "help," but I guess she really didn't care. So she called me on Thursday, and usually when she calls me we do something together. Well, we didn't. So I was kinda bummed about that; and before we hung up I told her to give me a call when she has some time to do something. I haven't spoken with her since. Screw it man, I'm not calling her agian.............I guess we are working around her busy scheduel now. ......and I never call her? What? ....and I made a decision (prior to this event) that I will not get back with her until she is 100% sure that she wants to be with me......there are so many other factors involved, but this is the main one. I went back over what happened back in December and it sucked. ....and you know what? The sad thing was, back then, I had no clue what even happened. I guess I had it so packed into my head that she wouldn't do anything that I wouldn't believe it. I should have. If it were now, it would have neen over. No matter what? "I love you!" What? Are you serious? Anyways, I am tired of ranting. That is all in the past, and I am all over it and have givin her all of the forgivness that she could possibly have, but it still sticks out in my head. I am over it though........is she? I want to see her. Band camp is comming next week, I guess. She will be gone for a week. I hope she can find time in her scheduel to fit me in. A while ago, she asked me to go to Warped Tour. In a way, I wanted to go, and in another I didn't. I never really have fun when I'm with her. Hell, two concerts that I have been to with her, she has ignored me. So, maybe if I wasn't busy anyways, I wouldn't have gone with her. Oh well..... I can't wait until freakin' Indy! yeaaaayuh! It's gonna be crunk man. It's a big three day car show at a camp ground that is supposed to be off the chain. I am sooo excited! ..and then Saturday, I am going to Cedar Point with Ben. I'm looking forward to that as well. On another note, I met this guy (Jay) and he was telling me about his car that he was selling. 1969 Chevelle - only 400 miles on NEW motor and trans. And supposivly the car is from texas.....................guess how much he wants for it? $2000! I bet I can get it off of him for $1800. ..and I talked to Billy yesterday, and he said he had my old car up for sale and that it needed an alternator! ..The 6000 is a great car, and I dearly miss it, so wouldn't it be bad to have a freaking winter car to work on and then have my 6000 to drive still? Hell yeah.... but I still have to sell my Mazda, and I really don't want to get rid of it. Oi..... Decisions decisions........ Pastor Steve talked about relationships last Wednesday, and that is what made me realize even more stuff about Drew.... We did need that break. All these things that God has been trying to communicate to me is all making since later in the future... It's great! I don't know if this is really a break or not.... I wish I knew Drew's fealings about this.... thats another thing we need to improve on..... agian - Maturity. Well... It's late, I think I am gonna be the only guy there in the morning and the painters are doing all of the hallways and junk, so I am not looking forward to going in at all..... Maybe I will leave early. Anyway....... Good night world... I really don't like all of these new people comming to my journal, but whatever floats your boat I guess. I made this for myself to look back on..... Oh well... God, this is the closest I've been in a while....... Keep me with you, Lord. "He needs us, just as we need him" - Mortal Treason!
I miss you Drew. - Don't leave me.