Were talking about our lives like we've known eachother forever...
------If I had it my way, I'd turn the car around-and run away, just you and I..
So yeah, we got back from vacation today. The weather sucked. But we had a good time. I didn't really get in too many fights with my Dad. Though on the way up there, I was really tempted to stop the car and pull him out of it and kick the crap out of him. I was soooo angry! He yells at me for nothing, and doesn't stop. I hate it! Other than that and a few other short ones it was ok. Nothing like two years ago. We didnt get to fish much, and when we had 70+ degree weather the last day we fished forever and didnt catch a thing. I was dissappointed. The weather was so bad we couldnt get out on the lake. So we did the site seeing thing. That was ok. We saw some cool water falls and a really cool natural spring. We went on a shripwreck tour too, that was neat. Ashley Hess, Ashley Anderson, AND April were all at the VERY SAME CAMP GROUND AS WE WERE!!! Isn't that crazy? more than 400 miles away and we plan the very same vacation spot? What the.... It was cool to have some company up there. No old thoughts were brought up. The whole beer can in one hand cigarette in the other while telling old drunken stories just does not turn me on hot. Sorry. But we had a good time playing cards.
When we got home I called Drew. I missed her a lot. I told her about my trip. We talked for a long while. I really missed her. I thought about her a lot. I'm glad we still have a good relationship. Heck- we've hung out more since we've broken up than we did when we were together. I miss that. But I can't go back to her now. I realized even more things now then I did before about our relationship. So I don't regret splitting up with her, but I hope things work out in the end. We just need more time. But today we went to the Blissfield fest. I saw lots of people there. Lot's of people holding hands- I wanted to hold hers. I didn't. We stayed there for a while and did a whole lot of nothing. It's fine with me- as long as she is having fun. I could tell she was glad to see me. Even though I hadent taken a shower from the long ride home south. Heh.. We had a good time. We went on the Ferris wheel.........yay. Nothing special. It wasn't worth 6 dollars either- and the carnie was making sexual references to Drew and I, it was kinda sad. Drew's Mom let her stay out 10 minutes later too........ boy do I know how to work the Mom's around town. Haha.... So yeah...... Tommorrow is Sunday, I think I'm gonna hang out with Ben, he had a rough week. I have to treat him to dinner later this week for taking care of my rabbit Rufus. All in all it was a good week.-and I'm not excited about going back to work at all..... God, I need you in my heart like always-keep me searching for more of you.....................................................................................................:)
So yeah, we got back from vacation today. The weather sucked. But we had a good time. I didn't really get in too many fights with my Dad. Though on the way up there, I was really tempted to stop the car and pull him out of it and kick the crap out of him. I was soooo angry! He yells at me for nothing, and doesn't stop. I hate it! Other than that and a few other short ones it was ok. Nothing like two years ago. We didnt get to fish much, and when we had 70+ degree weather the last day we fished forever and didnt catch a thing. I was dissappointed. The weather was so bad we couldnt get out on the lake. So we did the site seeing thing. That was ok. We saw some cool water falls and a really cool natural spring. We went on a shripwreck tour too, that was neat. Ashley Hess, Ashley Anderson, AND April were all at the VERY SAME CAMP GROUND AS WE WERE!!! Isn't that crazy? more than 400 miles away and we plan the very same vacation spot? What the.... It was cool to have some company up there. No old thoughts were brought up. The whole beer can in one hand cigarette in the other while telling old drunken stories just does not turn me on hot. Sorry. But we had a good time playing cards.
When we got home I called Drew. I missed her a lot. I told her about my trip. We talked for a long while. I really missed her. I thought about her a lot. I'm glad we still have a good relationship. Heck- we've hung out more since we've broken up than we did when we were together. I miss that. But I can't go back to her now. I realized even more things now then I did before about our relationship. So I don't regret splitting up with her, but I hope things work out in the end. We just need more time. But today we went to the Blissfield fest. I saw lots of people there. Lot's of people holding hands- I wanted to hold hers. I didn't. We stayed there for a while and did a whole lot of nothing. It's fine with me- as long as she is having fun. I could tell she was glad to see me. Even though I hadent taken a shower from the long ride home south. Heh.. We had a good time. We went on the Ferris wheel.........yay. Nothing special. It wasn't worth 6 dollars either- and the carnie was making sexual references to Drew and I, it was kinda sad. Drew's Mom let her stay out 10 minutes later too........ boy do I know how to work the Mom's around town. Haha.... So yeah...... Tommorrow is Sunday, I think I'm gonna hang out with Ben, he had a rough week. I have to treat him to dinner later this week for taking care of my rabbit Rufus. All in all it was a good week.-and I'm not excited about going back to work at all..... God, I need you in my heart like always-keep me searching for more of you.....................................................................................................:)