Goodness.

May 24, 2009 23:25

Wow, this is interesting, how did I even manage to have any memory of livejournal in my brain? It feels nice to express my thoughts on a digitally analyzed page, ha ha. So since my last entry I think I was still in high school. How weird, I feel like that just passed by, I honestly don't remember that much from it, it's nice to be able to read my thoughts from 4 to 5 years ago. Have I always been so weird? Ha ha, I guess that just makes me then :> Yay I know who I am and I'm comfortable with it! I work at Haircuttery in Orlando, it's okay. I would like to have a job at a nicer salon, but I just don't feel like I've had enough experience. I don't want people paying for an eighty-dollar hair cut if I'm not confident about my skills. I think I'm pretty good for the experience that I do have, but I think in about three more years, when my clientele is 5 times bigger than now, I will be ready. A lot of people from higher-end salons have been coming into my work talking about their shitty experiences and how pricey it is. The shop gets a shit load of business all day, 3 out of 4 days that I work. I just need to start doing color more. I just don't understand it as much as I do it, I feel like I'm gambling. Kinda sad huh? I've screwed up some people's hair because of it.

Anyways, enough hair talk, that's all I talk about almost every day, and I get sick of it. So i started college at Valencia, it's so far a good experience. I just finished my last two classes. I have to take one summer class 4 hours a week, pretty easy :> I'm looking forward to having more challenges in the fall, that's simply how I view college, it's a challenge. I'm pursuing marine biology as my major. I think that's where my life is going towards. I would like to know more about our mother, Earth and our ancestors who live in the oceans. We originated from the ocean from the very first cell that evolved out of a random mixtures of gases, minerals, and molecules in a unique fashion that it was able to become a living cell. I would like to meet face to face, undiscovered invertebrates from distances underneath us that have never been visited by humans. I believe that's what you call a long term goal, but it's ok I'm in no rush for anything. The time will come in the future. And then there will be many more obstacles to face, and many more curiosities understood, and more knowledge will be gained.

All right, I think my high has faded away.

infinite love

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