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things are strange.
worrying about those you no longer trust.
too tired to get out of bed in the morning.
too sick to want to think about the fact that you should be using my last fifteen minutes at home to study for finals.
realizing a close friend is gone, probably forever.
betrayed by one you tried to help. one who asked for help. one who is back to old habits.
feeling unsteady.
apathetic.
exhausted.
only a few things are certain right now, and I find myself clawing madly at them to hold on while everything else whirls around me.
worrying about those you no longer trust.
too tired to get out of bed in the morning.
too sick to want to think about the fact that you should be using my last fifteen minutes at home to study for finals.
realizing a close friend is gone, probably forever.
betrayed by one you tried to help. one who asked for help. one who is back to old habits.
feeling unsteady.
apathetic.
exhausted.
only a few things are certain right now, and I find myself clawing madly at them to hold on while everything else whirls around me.