friends.school.shit.drama

[__sugarsugar]

some things never change, huh?
yeah so i haven't updated in like a month and a half.
shit hasn't changed, people still piss me off.
its fucking stupid because right now im at the point where i dont know which friends i can freaking trust.
and i didn't say people, i said friends.
people i grew up with, and spent my whole life with.
anyone will stab your fucking back.

omg, like last week the most random person talked to me.
and then asked me to do the most random thing.
i still dont trust him.
or her.
i dont think i ever will.
but i do like someone new.
and omg, this boy is perfect.
im pretty sure i'd never have a chance with him, and plus we are really good friends so it'd be kinda awkward.

so no more volleyball for me.
just running.
it was such a hard decision.
like between something i love with all my heart.
and something im really good at.

i AM glad we're out of school for like 5 days.
i really need a break.
i've been such a workaholic.
and my grades are so good right now
i have 100's in five of my classes.
and then a 98 and a 99.

alright.
i just wanted to write a quick update.
oh and, michelle and lori,
you guys are crazy.
but i love yall.