take it off now girl; take it off now, girl
You've carried on so long,
You couldn't stop if you tried it.
You've built your wall so high
That no one could climb it.
i'm okay and not just as a response - it's truthful.
over the past few years, i learnt to become the girl that carefully wrapped her secrets in a protective packaging. and this will become just another one of them. i can handle that and i am more than willing to accept that, especially under this circumstance.
and i just have to laugh, because the relevance of it all just makes sense. the insignificant blip in my Universe another lifetime ago - just came in full circle. i don't know what message i exactly want to take away from it, but i'm definitely listening.
the past few weeks, have been emotionally intense.
there's been a lot more events and sleepless nights, mainly from insomnia. which is just ridiculous, as i've always been blessed when it comes to getting sleep. i may fight going to sleep, but i've never had a problem once i close my eyes.
i've just started actually being honest with myself, instead of just pushing my feelings into a corner. and once you start to acknowledge the existence of something, is when you have to start dealing with it. the lies won't stop, but at least i'll stop telling them to myself.
things are changing and i can tell them from the actions that are being made. everyday.
i've been selfless for so long, that the hardest part is doing what i want.
You couldn't stop if you tried it.
You've built your wall so high
That no one could climb it.
i'm okay and not just as a response - it's truthful.
over the past few years, i learnt to become the girl that carefully wrapped her secrets in a protective packaging. and this will become just another one of them. i can handle that and i am more than willing to accept that, especially under this circumstance.
and i just have to laugh, because the relevance of it all just makes sense. the insignificant blip in my Universe another lifetime ago - just came in full circle. i don't know what message i exactly want to take away from it, but i'm definitely listening.
the past few weeks, have been emotionally intense.
there's been a lot more events and sleepless nights, mainly from insomnia. which is just ridiculous, as i've always been blessed when it comes to getting sleep. i may fight going to sleep, but i've never had a problem once i close my eyes.
i've just started actually being honest with myself, instead of just pushing my feelings into a corner. and once you start to acknowledge the existence of something, is when you have to start dealing with it. the lies won't stop, but at least i'll stop telling them to myself.
things are changing and i can tell them from the actions that are being made. everyday.
i've been selfless for so long, that the hardest part is doing what i want.