I hate this feeling i've got, why do I do this to myself so much? Ugh.
This vacation is sorta painful for me. Its weird, vacations are suppose to be fun. But I feel sorta alone, although I'm not. I'm still with Andrew. Its as though my heart isn't filled or some bullshit like that. Who cares. I just hate this
Any-whos, I think I'll do my laundry for the first time in a LONG time today..
hmm
<3
i love my family most of the time
My brother, My Sister w/ my neices Summer and Celeste and Me (i look horrible)
http://www.tirado-hafftka.com/web_fearon/ <- pics there of my family from saturday.