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I'm kind of confused and stressed right now.
Schools almost over, which is great, but finals will be the death of me.
I'm gonna see my sister today for the first time in a long time.
We'll see how that goes.
And once again, I found a way to ruin a night.
Why am I such a douche bag?
I mean, I've been thinking about why I act the way I do.
I thought "Maybe I just want attention."
That's not it.
I thought "Maybe I'm just an angry person."
That's not it.
Then I came to the conclusion that it's nothing.
I will never find out what makes me act this way.
There is just something. Some void.
Maybe it's just "My Personality"
but I haven't discovered myself yet
so that conclusion is still way up in the air...
I need to figure myself out.
Or else people won't figure me out.
And I'll be alone.
BUT!@!$...
I LOOOOOOOOVE KARA, JESSICA, ERIN, and CARA!
They dealt with me jerking them around all night, and still managed to be as nice as they always are. I love them. Miss them.
I love Brittne. A lot has been going on. We just recently started talking about things again, and I've missed her. She is one of THEE most couragious people I know. She, is my hero..
As usual I love Dani, Andrea, Colton, Joey, and Tyler..
I was super mean to everybody and they all forgave me, cause they're nice..
Da Vinci Code... Ummm.. What just happened?
The only thing I remember was in the theatre you heard this huge THUD and a baby started crying... Don't want to know what that was about.
LONG ENTRY. SORRY.
I LOVE YOU FOR READING IT.
Schools almost over, which is great, but finals will be the death of me.
I'm gonna see my sister today for the first time in a long time.
We'll see how that goes.
And once again, I found a way to ruin a night.
Why am I such a douche bag?
I mean, I've been thinking about why I act the way I do.
I thought "Maybe I just want attention."
That's not it.
I thought "Maybe I'm just an angry person."
That's not it.
Then I came to the conclusion that it's nothing.
I will never find out what makes me act this way.
There is just something. Some void.
Maybe it's just "My Personality"
but I haven't discovered myself yet
so that conclusion is still way up in the air...
I need to figure myself out.
Or else people won't figure me out.
And I'll be alone.
BUT!@!$...
I LOOOOOOOOVE KARA, JESSICA, ERIN, and CARA!
They dealt with me jerking them around all night, and still managed to be as nice as they always are. I love them. Miss them.
I love Brittne. A lot has been going on. We just recently started talking about things again, and I've missed her. She is one of THEE most couragious people I know. She, is my hero..
As usual I love Dani, Andrea, Colton, Joey, and Tyler..
I was super mean to everybody and they all forgave me, cause they're nice..
Da Vinci Code... Ummm.. What just happened?
The only thing I remember was in the theatre you heard this huge THUD and a baby started crying... Don't want to know what that was about.
LONG ENTRY. SORRY.
I LOVE YOU FOR READING IT.