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I've been very alienated by the people around me, lately.
Not everybody. Just some.
Or maybe it is I that is doing the alienating.
I guess I should've expected it since I haven't been telling
people what's bothering me.
But I don't really know for sure yet. So I'm not just gonna
go running my mouth off.
Many things are bothering me actually.
And until I know this ONE thing for sure....
I'm just gonna stick to being a wreck.
I hate work. I hate school.
I hate Gilbert.
It's the same old story.
There's nothing for me out here.
It's empty.
I'm done crying the same sad story I do everyday. And I'm sorry I've wasted your time.
I need to get away from the negativity. It's having an effect on me, and I'm becoming a very negative person, and that's not who I want to be.
Not everybody. Just some.
Or maybe it is I that is doing the alienating.
I guess I should've expected it since I haven't been telling
people what's bothering me.
But I don't really know for sure yet. So I'm not just gonna
go running my mouth off.
Many things are bothering me actually.
And until I know this ONE thing for sure....
I'm just gonna stick to being a wreck.
I hate work. I hate school.
I hate Gilbert.
It's the same old story.
There's nothing for me out here.
It's empty.
I'm done crying the same sad story I do everyday. And I'm sorry I've wasted your time.
I need to get away from the negativity. It's having an effect on me, and I'm becoming a very negative person, and that's not who I want to be.